Without Silicon Valley Brains And Courage America And Perhaps The Entire World Is Doomed (3-28-14)

Preface dated 3-29-2014

The day the below material was written on 3-28-2014, I searched all three websites on my son Willy’s recovery for a blog I had written about a year and a half ago.  After being unable to find this blog, I wrote the material below from memory.

Today I decided to do a little research, and many of the numbers I used in the material below cannot be found, nor can the article my prior blog was based on.  

My memory on certain things is pretty good.  I did not try to falsely represent anything in the material below.  I was working from memory, that’s all.  Today I have a bit more Internet Time, and I decided to look at the statistics on ADHD a little further.  What I am finding does not jive “with what I found and read on the Internet before”.  I made corrections to reflect this.  

Despite the discrepancies mentioned, the statistics are still alarming.  

Of concern to me is the fact that from both a conceptual and practical standpoint, my son and I found the best way to correct depression, ADHD and bipolar disorder, yet our federal government ignores this, as well as ignores all of the times the American Mafia has tried to kill me to protect Big Pharma’s lies. (I could pass 1000 lie detector tests in the latter regard.  What happened to me really happened – it is a miracle I am still alive.)

Due to NSA monitoring of all Internet activity, and my openly blogging for a justifiable revolution in America since the fall of 2011, our federal government cannot claim they do not know about me and “what I represent”. 

Of even greater concern to me is that Silicon Valley has to a certain extent become aware of me as well, yet I still stand alone for these millions of children for whom “a real cure has been found”.  

ADHD in children, depression in children, autism in children, bipolar disorder in children are all correctable naturally, and it is not that hard to do in the majority of cases.  

When Willy took his first baggie of supplements in 2004, he said “From taking that first baggie, I felt great for four days afterwards”. That is how powerful nutritional AND NATURAL supplements can be, if combined properly.

Young children that are broadly essential nutrient deficient (as so many are) would all respond profoundly well to what I know, and do so on day one in the majority of cases.

I thought quite a bit about this blog and it’s many implications last night at the homeless shelter I am staying at in downtown San Francisco.

Lastly, a computer could be called “an extension of the human brain”.  What good is the extension of the human brain if the brain behind it is “too impaired in which to learn and retain information” or “too impaired such that one’s critical thinking skills are flawed”?

Allen D

Dear Fellow Americans:

Below this copy written by me is one article on the Internet related to high, and rapidly rising, ADHD rates.

It sure seems that the more one researches over the Internet the topic of rising autism, ADHD and other mental illness rates, the worse things get.

While my son Willy and I found >>>the best natural way ever discovered<<< to CURE depression, ADHD and bipolar disorder (and more) between 2004 and 2009, and the Feds know it (from monitoring me on the Internet), our Federal Government keeps mandating medications to treat nutrient deficiencies and toxic and allergic syndromes.

This FRAUD of pushing drugs ON AN UNSUSPECTING AMERICAN PUBLIC and on millions of American children when nutrients and other natural measures CAN AND DO CURE is a Cause for a Justifiable Patriot REVOLUTION IN AMERICA all on it’s own.

In a single decade between 2000 and 2010, the numbers of children diagnosed with ADHD went from a little over 6 million to over 10 million, a 42% rise.

[Important Note: I find it odd today that I can only find that 6.4 million kids are diagnosed with ADHD by a Google Search, and the 10 million number I am referring to in this blog is a number I cannot find.  I also find it odd that the blog I wrote this blog on from memory is gone from the site I had put it on.  My memory on this does not fail me.  I did read on the Internet in the fall of 2012 that over 10 million kids had ADHD, and the medication rates for such were 88%.  I was so struck by these numbers I did a WordPress blog in this regard.  This blog, and the Internet reference it was based on, cannot be found by me today 3-29-14.  Regardless of 6 million or 10 million ADHD kids, these are alarming numbers.  They translate to one in five boys.)

Of these 10 million kids, almost 90% are on medication. (Again, I can no longer find the reference this sentence was based on.)

Something like nine million American children are taking medication today for ADHD, while conventional medicine inherently claims “this is the best answer that we can find to treat these children”, and also inherently claims “these nine million children are sufficient in all essential nutrients”.

According to modern medicine in America, essential nutrient deficiency has nothing to do with these children being hyperactive at all.

The same goes for the Federal Government.  By federal law, ONLY A DRUG CAN TREAT OR CURE ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING illness-wise.

Imagine you are the child taking Ritalin at 11 years old. You have probably been told “your brain does not work right”, and this pill will make things better. Can you imagine the loss of self esteem these children feel from being told their brain is broken and does not work quite right, and that they need to take a pill prescribed by a doctor in order to fix their brain so it works right?

What good can come of this fraud being perpetuated on millions of children?

It is worthy to note that Ritalin, the most prescribed medication, is a form of speed that both suppresses appetite and revs up metabolism–> therefore causing greater mineral, amino acid and other essential nutrient deficiencies.

In treating the symptoms, the underlying essential nutrient deficiency problems are made worse.

Who has the Power to Stop this Madness, and this Crime Against Humanity, especially the Young and Innocent in America?

America is the most drugged nation on earth, from both a legal drug and illegal drug standpoint.  Sadly, American children are a big target for drugs being prescribed by doctors.

Our Federal Government has the Power to Stop This Madness, but it is in bed with Big Pharma, and Big Pharma is in bed with the American Mafia.  What an unholy triumvirate this is (unless the Mafia can be convinced to Switch Sides).

The Only Power that I can think of that will stop this crime against millions of innocent children is Silicon Valley.

Alternative Medicine is too weak to be effectively heard in America.  During the push for the Affordable Care Act, despite all I saw on TV, I do not remember alternative medicine being spoken of AT ALL. Not once.

GMO’s are known to either cause or contribute to mineral deficiencies, gut biology problems, and food allergy problems–> and all three of these issues are causative of ADHD, depression, bipolar disorder and schizophrenia.

GMO use has exploded in America in the past two decades.  ADHD rates and mental illness rates will, and must, rise as a result of GMO’s further contaminating America’s food supply.

Yet the Federal Government does not even mandate that GMO foods be labeled, and staunchly resists such.

The burden on society of so many learning disabled and mentally ill children is going to overwhelm America.

Nothing will change, unless there is a Silicon Valley supported Justifiable Revolution in America such that Alternative Medicine “becomes unchained”.

Our Federal Government watched repeatedly while the American Mafia tried to kill me in 2010, 2011, 2012 (and perhaps 2013) for finding the proper manner to cure ADHD, Bipolar Disorder, Depression and Schizophrenia and did absolutely nothing to help me.

Even more puzzling to me is I know that Silicon Valley became Aware of Me to some extent, yet it appears that no one will offer me safe haven due to fear of the Mafia, I suppose. (I sure wish people here would realize that the Mafia kills in secret.  They cannot do anything to us if “we get together, watch each other’s back, and wisely use the Power of the Internet”.)

Who is going to speak for these ten million children diagnosed with ADHD when the bad guys finally get to me due to my fellow human beings abandoning me?

Can’t something be done to stop this madness of leaving so many American children compromised at a rate that is growing alarmingly?

Modern medicine based on fraudulent science and bad food based on fraudulent science will destroy America.

The health of a nation depends on the health of its People.  This should be patently obvious.

FDR once said, the health of American People depends on the health of American Soil, or something similar to this.  The Roundup pesticide used to grow GMO foods damages soil health by damaging soil biology. All of this is known by science, but our Federal Government ignores these scientific facts, and will continue to do so to benefit “its Corporate Donors” (our political system is broken).

The big question in my mind is Why? does our Federal Government act Against the Health of the American Public, and the Health of American children? when it should be obvious that this means the Demise of the America sooner or later.

Don’t the Smart People in Silicon Valley smell some sort of conspiracy here?  

There is no Future For America unless Silicon Valley jointly and courageously steps up to the plate, accepts its role in history, and fights back IN FORCE with the Truth to Uncover Federal Government Suppression of Truth on Multiple Fronts.

IMHO, Google is the Leader in Silicon Valley. It is upon their corporate decisions at the highest levels that America’s Future Rests.

However, the Rest of Silicon Valley should not leave Google hanging on their own–>

The Rest of Silicon Valley should jointly support this Great Company to help bring Truth to BOTH American Food and American Medical Practice, or–>

God Help Us All. 

Without Silicon Valley Brains and Courage Soon–>

And Without the American Mafia relenting, and realizing that the Smart Folks in Silicon Valley are very likely to be willing to negotiate a Win-Win deal to try to save this country from the dead end course it is on, then–>

America, and perhaps the Entire World–>

Is Doomed–>

And so am I.

Allen Darman

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Psychiatric insanity: Over 20% of young boys labeled ‘ADHD’

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  The percentage of U.S. children between the ages of 4 and 17 years who have been labeled with the diagnosis rose to a mind-boggling 42 percent between 2003 and 2011. Nearly 1 in 5 high school boys and 1 in 11 high school girls had been diagnosed with ADHD

NaturalNews – December 5, 2013
by J. D. Heyes

It’s no secret that, increasingly, Big Pharma, in cahoots with traditional medicinal practitioners, have created a society of near-zombies with all of the mood altering medications they push on the public. But even these figures are shocking.

According to recently published information from the federal Centers for Disease Control and Prevention, an astounding 20-plus percent of all 14-year-old boys in the United States have been diagnosed, at one time or another over the course of their lives, with attention deficit hyperactivity disorder (ADHD) – a condition that is, of course, treated with dangerous medications.

As reported by CNSNews.com:

The study also said more than 20 percent of 11-year-old boys had been diagnosed with ADHD at some point in their lives.

The study indicated that American boys were 125 percent more likely than girls to be diagnosed with ADHD, and that boys were 127 percent more likely than girls to be medicated for it.

13.3 percent of American 11-year-old boys are being medicated for ADHD, said the study.

That’s incredible; one in five American teenaged boys have been “diagnosed” with this “disorder.”

‘It highlights the consistent increases in ADHD diagnoses since 2003′

But it gets worse; according to the CDC’s study, the percentage of U.S. children between the ages of 4 and 17 years who have been labeled with the diagnosis rose to a mind-boggling 42 percent between 2003 and 2011.

In addition, the study found that kids in public health programs like Medicaid and the State Children’s Health Insurance Program (CHIP) were 53 percent more likely to be diagnosed with ADHD than children with private health insurance. So not only are too many kids being diagnosed with this “disorder,” but you’re paying for it.

“The parent-reported prevalence of a history of an attention-deficit/hyperactivity disorder (ADHD) diagnosis by a health care provider among U.S. school-aged children increased from 7.8 percent in 2003 to 11 percent in 2011, an increase of 42 percent in less than a decade,” said the study, which was published in the Journal of the American Academy of Child and Adolescent Psychiatry.

“This study is really based on the parent-reported survey data and it extends what we know about the increasing prevalence of health-care-provider diagnosed ADHD,” Susanna Visser, of the National Center on Birth Defects and Developmental Disabilities, said in a CDC podcast.

“It highlights the consistent increases in ADHD diagnoses since 2003,” said Visser, who was one of the authors of the study. “Now we also document that there’s been significant increases in the percentage of kids 4-17 years of age who are taking medication for ADHD since 2007.”

The ADHD diagnosis is not evenly distributed among the nation’s children, the study also found.

“Ever-diagnosed ADHD was more common among children with health care coverage than those without coverage, and among those with public coverage than with private coverage,” it said. “Nearly 1 in 5 high school boys and 1 in 11 high school girls had been diagnosed with ADHD.”

Continuing, the researchers said, “Estimates of medicated ADHD increased in 2011, as compared to 2007, particularly among teen boys. In 2011, the highest medicated ADHD prevalence was among 11-year-old boys (13.3 percent).”

Learn more: http://www.naturalnews.com/043139_ADHD_psychiatric_insanity_overdiagnosis.html#ixzz2mcuDYmK

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GOOGLE’S HEADQUARTERS ARE ONLY MILES AWAY FROM THE FREE FORM AMINO ACID SUPPLIER MY ALTERNATIVE MEDICAL DISCOVERIES WERE BASED ON (3-24-2014)

GOOGLE’S HEADQUARTERS ARE ONLY MILES AWAY FROM THE FREE FORM AMINO ACID SUPPLIER MY ALTERNATIVE MEDICAL DISCOVERIES WERE BASED ON (3-24-2014)

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My Free Form Amino Acid Source of Record is JoMarLabs in Campbell, California, not far from Mountain View.

This is the Only Supplier in the United States where one can buy the affordable amino acid blends that I used extensively for years.

JoMar is considered an amino acid wholesaler, but they sell to the public as well.

I have visited JoMar Labs three or four times over the years.  In speaking to their employees, I was told that they buy free form amino acids in barrels from Japan, and then they encapsulate it and sell it here.

Years ago their amino acid blends did not contain any magnesium stearate, and was something like 99.7% pure.

I was disappointed to see magnesium stearate added to the free form amino acid blends that I regularly used, but there was nothing I could do about this, unless I ordered a custom blend (to my specifications) from JoMar.  This latter I never bothered to do, as from memory it would have cost me more and there was a minimum quantity required that was fiscally troublesome for me.  I simply accepted the magnesium stearate being added to the blends that I ordered, because their was not much I could do about it. Magnesium stearate helps with the encapsulation process, it is not being used as a preservative, to the best of my knowledge.

Free form amino acids are quite stable, and can take substantial heat.  If I left my amino acid supply in the car for a long time on a sunny summer day with the windows closed, it was fine (unlike vitamin B-complex and vitamin C, which were damaged by the high heat).  Frigid winter temperatures did not matter either. I never had a problem with amino acids going bad due to chemical degradation, as best as I could tell.

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    [The book shown above is Robert Erdmann’s “The Amino Revolution” copyrighted in 1987. I deeply appreciate what Robert Erdmann, PhD. taught me. This book helped me a lot, despite the fact it did not list dosages, and the facts that (1) Robert Erdmann missed taurine as a key inhibitory amino acid, and (2) his understanding of how to use broad spectrum amino acids is flawed (Willy’s Baggie is better than what Robert Erdmann knew). Despite these flaws, Robert Erdmann was considered an expert in amino acid supplementation worldwide in his time. Sweden granted him some sort of award for “what he did, and what he knew”. For Robert Erdmann, histidine was the amino acid he often relied on for inhibition. Finally I tried histidine, and Yes! it does help. My three best inhibitors free form amino acid wise are tryptophan, taurine and histidine. These three in combination are as powerful as a benzodiazapine medication such as klonopin for me. Due to fiscal shortfall, I no longer use histidine, but I often have and use tryptophan and taurine on an “as needed basis”. These two in 3,500 mg. each amounts were enough to get me to sleep after working 150 hours for the first week of February.  I knew with a 100% degree of certainty that they would be enough to make me sleep before I pushed myself this hard.   This 3,500 MG. EA. dosage is unusually high – I DO NOT RECOMMEND IT FOR OTHERS AND YOU COULD GET A HECK OF A HEADACHE FROM TOO MUCH TAURINE, as well as feel groggy and out of it from too much tryptophan taken at once.  (NORMAL DOSAGES ARE IN THE 1,000 MG. TO 1,500 MG. EACH RANGE.)  I can only dose myself so high safely without negative side effects because I KNOW WHAT I AM DOING FOR MY BODY, MY BRAIN, AND ME.  I have witnessed inhibitory amino acids working well for other people IN REGARD TO GREATLY HELPING WITH SLEEP PROBLEMS. SLEEP MEDICATION IS ANOTHER HOAX; it is another fraud being perpetuated on the American Public for the sake of the money. It is worthy to note that tryptophan is excitatory for some people, and inhibitory for others. Tryptophan is the amino acid precursor of serotonin. Taking tryptophan with B-Complex and C increases one’s serotonin level, something I learned from Dr. Priscilla Slagle in her book “The Way Up From Down”, and experienced thousands of times from supplementing with it personally. How SSRI antidepressants are even on the market when the amino acid tryptophan and a few vitamins so readily increases serotonin in a person is a testament to the Power of the Drug Oriented Medical System and U.S. Government Policies (laws) here in the United States. It is also worthy to note here that a San Francisco Bay Area (Mill Valley) medical practitioner named Julia Ross is extremely likely to have plagiarized my initial inhibitory amino acid combination of Tryptophan, Taurine, GABA and Glycine. I emailed her something like a 30 page Word document in February 1998 documenting all that I was doing amino acid wise, shortly after I attended a week long seminar in San Rafael, California in January 1998. Her book “The Mood Cure” suggesting the same amino acid cocktail I was using was published in 2002. IMHO, Julia Ross became “the expert in Amino Acid Use” in Alternative Medicine for a while, based on my amino acid advice. However, she still got stuck in regard to excitatory amino acid use, and continued to recommend a obsolete tyrosine and phenylalanine combination that Dr. Priscilla Slagle had recommended way back in 1987. As a result of self-experimentation and a lot of trial and error, I surpassed everyone mentioned here in regard to the therapeutic use of free form amino acids 14 years ago for both inhibitory or excitatory use, even before Willy’s Baggie was born. Lastly, it sure smacks of Suppression to me when I ordered every book I could get my hands on on this topic of free form amino acids in 1998, and the library I created was only about 8″ wide, despite the fact “we humans are made out of this stuff more than anything else”. It could justifiably be stated that “human beings are amino acid chemical machines”. This is the last thing in the world that Big Pharma and the U.S. Government want people to know about, for both would fall to free form amino acid truths if they became commonly known. I am having multiple and very unusual computer problems today as I worked on this blog. To me, this is no surprise. Free Form Amino Acid knowledge is “a huge great to the eugenics folks, the U.S. Government, and Big Pharma too”. Robert Erdmann died in a hospital in 2002, and Bob Beck died the same year from a fall (supposedly). It would not surprise me if both of these gentleman were secretively killed. My longevity here is “a dice game”. I take things day by day, and live without fear, for I know my death will be meaningful, should it occur.]

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Free form amino acids (FFAA’s) and “amino acids” as listed on most labels one would typically see, are two different animals altogether.

All of my discoveries used free form amino acids.

None of them used amino acids that were not Free Form.

As I type these words with partially impaired fingers, I think about what free form amino acids, carnitine, and other supplements could do for me.

[It is worthy to note here that in September 1997, when I first started to use a wide range of nutritional supplements, probiotics, etc. I used to often spontaneously want to wiggle my fingers while laying in bed.  My finger function had been somewhat impaired for years due to deficiency, an impairment that is getting progressively worse at present. In 1997, I could not shuffle a deck of cards my whole life.  People used to make fun of me at the poker table when it was my turn to deal, for I would just mash the cards together.  Suddenly I could shuffle a deck of cards in September 1997, as a result of treating essential nutrient deficiency in myself.  My fingers used to dance over the keyboard much better than they do now.  All of my current finger impairment is “easily recoverable function”, if the nutrient deficiencies in my fingers and finger joints was finally properly addressed.  I know how to do this, but I have a “means problem” that has dogged me for years.]

FFAA’s could, with other things in combination, completely heal my fingers in a matter of weeks, with great relief being felt within a matter of days.

FFAA’s, with carnitine, phosphatidyl choline, and a good multivitamin (or even  just B Complex and Vitamin C) could change my brain function and performance profoundly within the same day, relief that is felt within hours, or even in the first hour, depending.

FFAA’s, along with other common sense things, can quite literally turn back the hands of time.

You can feel, act, and function as if you were much younger, if you know how to address nutrient deficiency, excess toxic and allergic load, malabsorption and “bad biology” in yourself.

FFAA’s, taken along with needed vitamin and mineral cofactors, are “rocket fuel for the brain”.  I have used this phrase hundreds of times over the years because it seemed to best describe what one feels from taking such.  You can think better, faster and longer as a result of FFAA supplementation, because you are giving your brain the raw material it needs to readily build neurotransmitters. Dr. Priscilla Slagle, a conventional psychiatrist that went alternative decades ago, and a pioneer in the field, calls this “precursor loading” in her landmark book “The Way Up From Down” published in 1987.

All of what I am writing about here can all be readily learned, and readily taught, via YouTube.

I told alternative medical practitioners the above repeatedly a decade ago.

The problem here is that what I know disenfranchises alternative medical practitioners as well. If healing knowledge can be found for free on YouTube, why go see an alternative doctor and pay them for knowledge that one can learn for free via the Power of the Internet?

My first personal computer was a Radio Shack computer with 16K RAM that I purchased in 1982, and upgraded to 48K RAM (it’s maximum RAM) on the kitchen table at home by plugging in two chips. I knew computers were going to change the world a long time ago. Now, I am not so certain, due to concerns over what our Federal Government is doing, and what it wants to do in the future.  If Silicon Valley does not recognize this threat of Coming Government Internet Censorship and do something about it, the Power of Personal Computers may never reach its true potential.

I knew, and fully understood, the Power and Potential of Personal Computers in 1987, when I designed a number of accounting templates on Lotus 123 in which to run the accounting end of the manufacturing business I owned at that time.  (An Excel Version of the Cash Disbursements Ledger that I designed in 1987 is still in regular use by Darman Mfg. Company today.)

Although admirable in its intent, eight Silicon Valley companies jointly taking out a full page ad in the New York Times addressed to the politicians in Washington D.C. (as happened on DEC 9/13) is not going to solve the problem.

I have no doubt that the Federal Government will continue to monitor all of the Internet and Telephone traffic that it possibly can, and will do so until it falls to a Justifiable Revolution.

I would like to venture the guess that Silicon Valley Companies and employees are a Special Target of Government Surveillance, because of the fact that Silicon Valley and the Internet are the two biggest threats to our current Federal Government remaining in power.

The Slow but Steady Growth of Truth on the Internet, and the Slow But Steady Growth of the Patriot Movement in America are a far bigger threat to our current federal government than anything else. This means “they will continue to listen to you folks in Silicon Valley”.  As stupid as our Federal Government is about a lot of things, they are not stupid enough to “not be listening to you” if you work in Silicon Valley in any capacity related to the Internet.

Appealing to the morality of politicians is pointless. Politicians are working for their own self interest. Moral Right means nothing to these folks. Not one politician talks about 9/11 TRUTH. That should tell you something, if not a lot of things.

America is Lost if our current system remains in place.  There is too much money in politics.  If you get elected as a Senator or Congress Person, you become entrapped by the need to seek reelection money from corporate and special interest donors. This leads to legislative favor towards those paying for your reelection. The welfare of the people does not count any more. It’s the welfare of those giving away money in Washington via 17,000 lobbyists that counts today.

I certainly hope that an iROCK4iFREEDOM event is being planned now, and will happen this summer.  I also hope that this event does not just deal with Internet Freedom, but deals with the Suppression of Truth by the U.S. Government in a broader sense as well.

These issues of Internet Freedom and the Suppression of Truth by the U.S. Government are interrelated. To only deal with one of them such as Internet Freedom is really missing the boat, and will most likely achieve limited to no results.

To understand the true nature of the Federal Government in America, one only has to look at the Suppression of Truth in Three Key Areas–> Energy Invention Suppression, the Suppression of Alternative Medicine, and the Suppression of 9/11 Truth.

In regard to the Suppression of Alternative Medicine, I can Prove What I Know, if given the means to do so.

So little could do so much.

A sum of money as little as $5 spend wisely on nutritional supplementation that I suggest could improve the health and performance of every single employee at Google, or every single employee anywhere in America.

Admittedly, $10 or $12 would be even better, but even $5 a day could do a lot.

Willy’s Original Baggie cost about $12. ea. years ago, a price that I do not think has changed much, and even one taken every other day as Willy often took them greatly helps. This simple discovery that copied the wisdom of pioneer nutritionist Adelle Davis toppled drug oriented medicine in much of what it treats–> so much so I would hate to be a major stockholder in a drug company if the Truth ever became known. Nutrients cure.  Drugs don’t.  No toxic molecule can truly beget human health, and all drugs are toxic, every single one.

The performance gains at work would easily offset the cost of well designed nutritional supplementation, especially amongst Google’s (or another company’s) Executives, but also amongst almost every single employee at Google over 40 as well (if not every single employee period).

If I go beyond just nutritional supplementation and apply the entire range of alternative medical common sense to myself, I can feel and function like I was in my 30′s within a week (or perhaps two).  This assumes I had access to the supplement, nutritional, and natural measures to do so. and a place in which to apply such.  One notable exception to what I am representing here is–>

My lungs would still be impaired from all the cigarettes that I smoked in my life.

Regardless of my lungs, I would still feel like a much younger man. and amazingly so, if I had the means and the place to apply alternative medicine to myself.

What I am doing to myself is Profoundly Anti-Aging.

In Principle, what I am doing to myself to gain, retain or recovery health and function is Applicable to the Entire Human Race.

When I become chemically optimal using “what I know”, and have known for well over a decade, I reach a natural high that is better than getting high smoking weed.  It is a really special place to be “a  (bio)chemical 10″ on a scale of 1 to 10.  I am more at peace and have more inner happiness than the Dalai Lama has when I am chemically well. Or “we are equals” in these regards.

I would love to teach the above to Google, WordPress, Silicon Valley and the World.

I pray that someday I am wisely granted the means to adequately “YouTube teach” what I know to be True About Depression, Health and Health Recovery to America and to the World.

God Forbid My Discovery Knowledge is lost.

What a Shame this would be.

The significance of what I know is much bigger than “the water powered car”, or even the Invention of the Internet and Computers, for it relates directly to Human and Planetary Health.

As one example of what I know about how to properly treat a state of severe depression in a hospital setting (or even from home), the first steps in treating a severely depressed state should ALWAYS BE to (1) remove GI Tract contents as much as is practical or possible “from both ends” by (1a) a Colonic or a Series of Colonics, and (1b) Bentonite and Psyllium shakes, and (2) the Oral Administration  of High Dosage Free Form Amino Acids (50 to 100 grams or so, depending), along with a wide range of needed co-factors, as specified in other material that I have written over the years. Step number three would always be “whatever it takes to fix one’s gut biology”. (See Dr. Sherry Rogers Book “No More Heartburn” and her 8R program of gut correction for a decent outline.) Step number four would be to go on a cave man elimination diet to deal with the probable problem of hidden food allergies.  These four steps are universal to the proper treatment of a state of severe, chronic and/or longstanding depression.

In the great majority of people, a state of severe depression with suicidal ideation attached is “excessive toxic gut contents causing a serious degree of malabsorption and burdening the body with a high toxic load” combined with “a functional amino acid deficiency state” more than it is ANYTHING ELSE. (I knew this stuff 14 years ago.  Nothing has changed.  My knowledge has only solidified over time as I learned more.)

It’s quite an interesting experience watching your body heal, as the result of taking a wide range of nutritional supplements, drinking raw vegetable juice and non-allergic green shakes, changing your gut biology, and eliminating hidden allergic foods.

FFAA’s are the majority of what all of your neurotransmitters, hormones, and enzymes are made out of.

Dried out (all the water taken out), an average human being is 70% amino acids, 20% fats, and 5% minerals.  That’s 95% of what you are chemically.

Vitamins and minerals are essential to heal from any deficiency syndrome, but they are the minority of the equation.

FFAA’s are the bulk of the equation. (From my personally taking over 150,000 capsules of individual and blended free form amino acids personally since September 1997, I know what I am talking about.)

In regard to neurotransmitters, science admits it has identified roughly 100 of them.  By identified, they must mean that they know the molecule structure of such.

All of this molecular biological science is being suppressed.  Try to find the molecular diagrams of these 100 known neurotransmitters and their names.  (Good luck.)

At least the molecular science underlying serotonin and dopamine is not suppressed.  From this we can conclude that most neurotransmitters are made primarily out of amino acids, and that a mineral molecule or a vitamin molecule may be needed in their production. (Electron microscopes can see this stuff.)

The notable exception to the above is a major neurotransmitter called acetylcholine.

Acetylcholine is made from choline, which is typically grouped with the B vitamin family.

From a great deal of experience, I know for a fact that l-carnitine is somehow involved in acetylcholine production, for when lacking it, phosphatidyl choline supplementation does me no good.

L-Carnitine itself needs something like eight essential nutrients in order to be formed in the body.  (The specifics of this is known by science – I saw the list in a book once.)

A lack of any one of these eight essential nutrients means a lack of l-carnitine production inside of the body.

L-Carnitine does more than simply transport fats across the cell membrane, which is one function commonly associated with it.

An adequate supply of Carnitine is essential to optimal mental health.

Without it, my brain can race (hypomania).

With carnitine and enough phoshatidyl choline, I can “practically dial my brain speed (my spontaneous rate of neuronal firing) to anywhere I want” given a little time.

People that talk loud and fast are carnitine deficient (this I know for a fact), and perhaps choline deficient too.

If you are so deficient, strongly suspect broad based (broad spectrum) deficiency and a serious degree of malabsorption are present.

It’s really a no brainer to figure this stuff out.

It’s so simple, its scary what modern medicine is doing, and continues to do.

There is Absolutely a Big Conspiracy to hide the truth about essential nutrients from all Americans, if not all People the World Over.

Essential nutrient deficiencies are rampant in America, and they are only getting worse, thanks to chlorinated water, GMO foods, food additives, processed foods, and kids getting slammed with repeated rounds of antibiotics for ear infections, etc. when they are young.

It is in Big Pharma’s best interest to make us all a little or a lot sick, as much as they can get away with and not get caught.

Like Joan Matthews Larson told me after I told her face to face in the summer of 2007 when I snuck out to Minneapolis to see her without an appointment and told her how hacked I was getting–>

“Your being hacked is serious, and I would not take it lightly. The roots of pharmaceutical medicine are all in Nazi Germany. Be very careful. If I was you I would go out west, where alternative medicine has progressed more than it has here. Maybe there you can get some help.”

Incidentally, when I went out to see Joan Matthews Larson in the summer of 2007 she freely gave me an hour and a half of her time.  That was not enough.  After we were done, we spent another hour and a half talking with her son too, whom she said “had to hear what I had just told her”.  Three hours time on an unannounced walk in visit, due to Joan knowing me from my written work on the Internet.  I left Minneapolis in fear that night, because my laptop got slammed by hackers in the library there, and I knew my life was at great risk.  (This visit occurred two and a half years before the first hit attempt on me. I have been under the gun for some time.  The odds of Silicon Valley hearing what I have to say today are less than one in one thousand, if not far worse than that. You should perhaps wisely take advantage of my stubbornness, my survival and my luck.)

The vitamins, minerals and FFAA supplements I am writing about here are the ones the FDA tried to label “as all being drugs” in early 2007.

In 2007 the FDA tried to label EVERY single nutritional and natural supplement a drug, due to my proving what supplements could do with my son Willy in June 2006. (It is no accident that this is when my chronic difficulties with hackers began.)  In 2007, the FDA also tried to label even carrot juice (or other juices) a drug, if they were used therapeutically, because juicing can do so much.

The FDA also proposed to take away “by over-regulation” every nutritional supplement that came on the market after October 1994. This occurred in July 2011.

Both of these attempts by the FDA to restrict the general public’s access to nutritional and natural supplements are a matter of public record.

The two FDA Guidance Documents written in 2007 and 2011 trying to take supplements out of the general public’s hands hang our Federal Government, if the Truth Of the Matter was ever widely known.

Our Federal Government has to go. There is No Fixing It.  It is Irreparably Broken, and will result in the Fall of America if it is not stopped soon.

Some say America is Doomed to Fall anyway.

I do not like such negative pessimistic thinking for it paralyzes any massive citizen action or massive Silicon Valley action in which to correct the problem.

It’s fight back Smartly and Courageously (such as I hope iROCK4iFREEDOM Represents) or Passively Put Our Heads in the Sand and Wait to Suffer and/or Die for Most Or All of Us.

The FEMA camp stuff and all the rest of what the Feds have been doing internally (NSA Surveillance of 100% of Americans 100% of the time, drones, bullets, lots of gear, SWAT vehicles, etc.) strongly suggests it is going to be the Holocaust all over again, only this time it won’t be Jews targeted, it will often be “the best and brightest in America who are Aware Of Too Much”.

American Freedom, the American Economy and the Value of the Dollar  are all under attack.

Sure many here in Silicon Valley are making lots of money and leading very comfortable lives.

For how long do you think this party of things being the way they are (more or less) is going to last?

Do you think your money is going to make you immune to what is coming?

If so, I’d think again, because you came to the wrong conclusion the first time out.

Even if the millionaires and billionaires escape America before Martial Law is Declared, what about all of the Silicon Valley employees who did not.

The Internet is a Big Threat to those bringing down America, and from the standpoint of simple logic, anyone associated with the Internet and the Spreading of Truth is going to be a big target. (An EMP attack over Silicon Valley is not Out of the Question. Believe me. We are RIGHT NOW IN A WAR for the Truth on a Number of Key Topics to Be Heard. If we lose this War, the Truth about many things will likely be buried for centuries, assuming the human race survives that long without nuclear war destroying us all.)

My past problems with the Mafia are extremely small potatoes compared to what I am trying to tell you people.

I’d be quite surprised if we make it until the election in 2016 without things in America falling apart.

Even if we make it this far, there is no way in hell the value of the dollar is going to hold up until 2020.

And when the dollar falls, Martial Law and Federal Control of the Internet are a given.

When the above happens, Freedom in America will be perhaps permanently dead.

Without the Internet to communicate with, dissenters and activists like me and hundreds of thousands, if not millions of others, will be slaughtered at will.

This is Not a Game.

It is “As Real Life as Real Life gets”.

You people in Silicon Valley are Smart.

Figure it out, if you have not done so already.

If key decision makers at Google or in Silicon Valley ever learned in a personal sense (by taking such) what I know to be true about FFAA’s, and the therapeutic use of nutritional supplements in general, THEY WOULD Absolutely GO TO WAR with our Federal Government.

They would go to war due to Obvious and Documentable Federal Government Suppression of the therapeutic power and therapeutic usefulness of FFAA’s and other natural curative measures in order to achieve, maintain or recover human health.

Another thought that may be of use here is that “the world’s food supply could easily double, if what I know was developed in any meaningful sense”.

Unfortunately, the big question in regard to FFAA’s is “Was my single source for such named Jomar Laboratories leaned on by the Mafia, such that one cannot get what I used to get FFAA-wise”, or are certain orders are intentionally mis-formulated to not work like they should.

I used to order Jomar’s Pure Form 20 (now 21) Blend and WAC blend in capsules by the kilogram.

Two kilograms (1 of each) of free form amino acids years ago costs me about $270.

It’s been so long, I forget.

It was definitely under $300.

If I could get my hands on two kilograms of this stuff, along with some other necessary supplements for it to work, Oh My God what I could do with it on a rather immediate basis in regard to “helping my ability to think and function”, and in regard to “helping my own physical and mental health”.

I’d be taking 50 grams of FFAA’s a day right off the bat, which equates to 100 capsules.

For some persons 50 grams is too much.  For me, it is not. (Only the person taking FFAA’s can determine their own proper dosage. No doctor in the world can do this for you.  Experienced people like myself could guide someone and save them a ton of time learning curve-wise.  This knowledge “all needs to be put on video”, the sooner the better.  What a gift to the world it would be.  FFAA’s, when used properly, offer more hope to save this planet and ourselves from self destruction than anything I can think of, they mean “that much”.

FFAA’s applied to depression or even “just generally applied to normal people” could easily generate “a molecular awareness” in humanity that is critical to saving this planet from the molecular destruction we are heaping upon it now.

Willy’s Baggie, the one we used the most by far, contained less than 14 grams of Free Form Amino acids.

For comparison–> Two eggs contains about 14 grams of protein.  Protein is 100% amino acids.

 However, in protein the amino acid molecules are combined with each other by the hundreds or by the thousands.

Unless these molecular bonds are broken by enzymatic action, the amino acid molecules in protein are not absorbed into the body because—> i

In being linked together “they are far too large” to be absorbed.

Even if amino acids linked together were absorbed, they would be useless to the body if still combined in large molecules.

Your digestive system is supposed to disassemble protein molecules into peptides or di-peptides, which are one molecule and two molecule groups.

These peptides and di-peptides are then transported to and assembled into “what you need” inside your body and brain.

Protein digestion and assimilation are often impaired.

The same goes for minerals too.

The above two sentences are WHERE EVERY MENTAL HEALTH and DEGENERATIVE HEALTH RESEARCH DOLLAR IN AMERICA SHOULD GO, ALONG WITH A THOROUGH STUDY OF “DIGESTIVE EFFICIENCY” AND EVERYTHING RELATED TO SUCH (Hidden Food Allergies, Poor Gut Flora, a Lack of Digestive Enzymes, a Lack of the Essential Nutrients that Build Such, Leaky Gut, etc.).

UNFORTUNATELY, research dollars will never be spent on such, for in America by Law “Only a Drug Can Diagnose, Prevent, Treat, or Cure Any and All Disease”.

This Single Silly, Illogical And Criminal Law of “Only a Drug Can Cure” DOOMS AMERICAN HEALTH AND WEALTH, and perhaps MEANS THE END of the World (may lead to nuclear war someday), IF IT REMAINS IN PLACE.

We have a Absolute and God Given Human Right to Accurate Truths about how our body works, what it needs to function properly, and how to correct our own health when it is impaired.

Much of What is being stated in the above involves Universal Truths that should be taught in high school to the entire human race.

All of this basic health knowledge that we have a human right to is currently being Federal Government, Big Pharma and Mafia Suppressed.

[It is worthy to note that the American Mafia may “Switch Sides”.  As long as it does not cost them any money, or makes them more than they are making now, the American Mafia is Open to A Better Answer than what we are doing at present Healthcare-wise and Otherwise in America.  If Silicon Valley Always Keeps This In Mind, things should work out.  I do not blame the American Mafia at all for Big Pharma’s and Our Federal Government’s Myriad of Lies Regarding Healthcare.  They are simply the paid enforcer of such.]

WAC Blend from Jomar does increase blood pressure, and perhaps can be problematic for some people that have high blood pressure. (Incidentally, high blood pressure is resolvable naturally.  See Dr. Sherry Roger’s book “The High Blood Pressure Hoax” athttp://www.prestigepublishing.com.)

Research could easily come up with a better blend of free form amino acids than I am using, and do so in short order.  (I would love to be a part of this.)

Carnitine and phosphatidyl choline are an absolute must at the FFAA dosages mentioned above, or you will likely get a headache.

Acetylcholine acts as a necessary buffer for free form amino acids in the brain.

L-Carnitine (or acetyl l-carnitine) and phosphatidyl choline supplementation, in addition to other things, noticeably and definitely increases the acetylcholine level in the brain.  In doing so, it avoids any headache one might get from free form amino acid supplementation.  (This same combination of nutrients often readily revolves a headache from other causes as well.  PC alone is often enough.  I consider PC to be better than aspirin for most.)

I used to take 500 to 1000 mg. of carnitine, and three phosphatidyl choline capsules containing about 420 mg. of actual phosphatidyl choline.  (I took three capsules of PC because my own brain told me 1 or 2 was not enough.)

Unfortunately, I cannot order anything from Jomar Laboratories, due to an unpaid bill that went to collection years ago.

I used to be “on open account” on a net 10 or 30 basis.

For years Jomar put up with me being really late in paying, but would ship when I finally paid my old bill.

When the Mafia first tried to kill me in January 2010, I talked them into shipping me a two kilogram order, even though I owed them for two kilograms already.

Then I ended up in my first bunker apartment in Kennedy Plaza, and there was no way I could pay the bill.

So I was sent to collection for about $700 or $800.

What really concerned me was a remark on the phone by a Jomar employee, the one in charge there at the time. (I know the name, but I am not going to write it here.)

She said, “Even if you pay your bill, we don’t know if we are going to sell to you anymore”.

Jomar had no sales budget for years.  They sold by word of mouth.

I had been “an unpaid promoter on the Internet of Jomar’s products for years”.

I did not expect payment for this, nor did I want it.

By choice, I did have any commercial agenda contaminate what I was trying to tell the world.

However, when Jomar told me they might not sell to me, and tell me this in an ominous tone that suggested I could not longer get what I needed from them, I lost all motivation to pay them what I owed them.

I needed what I got from SSD to simply survive.

My last order with Jomar was in February 2010 or so, soon after my first hit attempt.

[My second hit attempt, one that was multiple in nature, occurred beginning in late May 2010, after I wrote a blog titled “A Tribute To Bob Beck; A World Class Healer (5-21-2010).  After this, there was no way I was paying out any money to anyone if it did not do me “any survival good”.]

I was luckily gifted most of a kilogram of each blend by a person in Texas in October of 2010.

It was upon this Free Form Amino Acid and other supplement gift that “Cambridge Who’s Who and a Synopsis of My Situation” and “The Story of Darman Mfg. Company and Genius” were written back to back on October 12th and 13th of 2010.

It was upon this FFAA, etc. gift that I wrote for as much as I could, as fast as I could, to tell the world all that I knew about natural cures for the balance of October and the first part of November 2010, until I left for Texas and then AZ. where the Mafia tried determinedly to kill me again in April 2011.

It has been about three and a half years since I have had any access whatsoever to Jomar Laboratories blended amino acid product line.

Other things being more or less equal, no human being on this earth not taking broad based (broad spectrum) FFAA’s  and other synergistic supplements can Compete Mentally Or Physically with someone who is taking such, and knows what they are doing.

Not a single one.

It would be impossible.

The brain and body runs on this stuff, and on fats and sugars too.

I use fats and sugars to fuel brain performance now, because I cannot get free form amino acids.

It was the use of fats, a stomach acid supplements that I  sorely needed, and a good multivitamin that allowed me to do what I did in February 2014 with WordPress.

FFAA’s are AWESOME in their healing potential, both mentally an physically.

Big Pharma, drug oriented medicine as a whole, and our Federal Government, which fully supports by mandate and by law the fraud of drug oriented medicine, has to be deathly afraid of the true therapeutic power of Free Form Amino Acids and other natural measures being discovered by the masses.

Many people can achieve profound relief from depression within a hour or two.

You cannot have any real idea what free form amino acids can do, UNLESS YOU HAVE PERSONALLY EXPERIENCED SUCH.

Have you ever felt burnt out at the end of the week from all of the mental work that you did that week?

This burned out feeling is A DIRECT RESULT OF A TEMPORARY FUNCTIONAL DEFICIENCY OF FREE FORM AMINO ACIDS AND OTHER ESSENTIAL NUTRIENTS.

I can actually read such a temporary deficiency “in a person’s aura and in their face”.  Deficiency such as this “shows” in other persons, just like it does it me.

Digestive enzyme supplementation (even high dosage supplementation) at mealtimes can be very helpful in regard to treating a temporary state of deficiency, but it cannot compete with FFAA’s in a therapeutic sense.

They (almost certainly the Mafia ON BEHALF OF BIG PHARMA) made Eric Braverman, M.D. UN-WRITE HIS BOOK  ”The Healing Nutrients Within” about amino acids until it contained “nothing of value”.

A thick book chock full of useful and insightful information on Free Form Amino Acids turned into “a much smaller book that is a piece of garbage”.  That is how much of a threat free form amino acids are to drug oriented medicine.

I told Joan Matthews Larson (who considered the leader of the treatment of alcoholism in alternative medicine) back in the summer of 2007, “if the antidepressant class of medicines falls to the TRUTH, the whole house of cards of drug oriented medicine will topple soon thereafter”.  She immediately agreed because she knows “I know what I am talking about”, and “she knows, or has a very solid sense, of what nutritional supplements can do”. (Joan offered me a consulting job numerous times in the summer of 2004, but I could not leave taking care of my mother, who had just lost her ability to walk, and died about nine months later.  Later Joan offered me a full time job, but I was being heavily hacked no matter what computer I used and on the run at this point, and I thought it wise to decline.)

To the wise folks here in San Francisco and Silicon Valley–>

Give me some safety, and some FFAA’s from Jomar, and the rest of what I need to “cure myself” and “turn back the hands of time” for myself.

Then Watch What Happens, and Film Me.

If you see this, you will know the Truth.

I Can Prove TO THE WORLD What I Know, if given the means to do so.  (I have said this so many times over the years, it’s not funny.)

If Jomar’s stuff is formulated to not work, I will know.

If Jomar’s stuff is contaminated with something bad whose affect may be unnoticeable but is cumulative and harmful to my health, I am certainly willing to take that chance.

This story about Jomar Labs is one of a number of reasons it is wisest to become Partners with the Mafia, rather than fight them.

If you go up against the America Mafia, there are too many ways they can beat you.

The Mafia can make so many people do whatever they tell them to, and keep their mouth shut.

For the Mafia to go to Jomar and talk to their key people in secret, and in doing so “mess up baggies” for the rest of us is “a piece of cake for them”. (I am not saying this happened, or that I have any proof whatsoever of this.  I am saying there was an enormously strong motivation to “mess up baggies so they did not work”, and that the Mafia could have easily made this happen by leaning on some Jomar Folks.)

Mafia force needs to be redirected towards “corrupt government officials”, “corrupt corporate officials”, and “all of the people who gained so much fiscally from all of the lies and subterfuge forced for decades upon us”.

If you can’t beat them join them, is what I am trying to convince Silicon Valley, the Mafia, and the Patriot Movement all at once.

The Mafia is not the biggest evil here, or even close.

They can be a Force for Great Good if they wanted to be, or were fiscally motivated to be–> which are more or less the same.  (Money talks, and bullshit walks is the Street phrase that applies here.)

The two mid-level Mafia fellows from Kansas City I met in Des Moines IA in OCT 2012 were both on my side after talking at some length, but their higher ups they met in downtown Des Moines at a meeting they attended went against them, and they were ordered to proceed with the hit against me.

Today, it would be a different story, I think.

The American Mafia has passed on many opportunities to take me out in the past year, Thank God.

If they did not pass on these opportunities, I would most probably be dead.

This has to mean something that they backed off trying to kill me.

Perhaps they are held in check by Google’s and Silicon Valley’s Awareness of me, and they still want me dead.

Or perhaps they are waiting to see what happens between the Patriot Movement, Silicon Valley, and the Feds. (To me, this is their wisest choice.  No one wants to be on the losing side of “the war we are in”.)

Despite the silence of the Mafia (they will not talk to me, despite being given multiple opportunities), I have to believe that these fellows want me to win, and to set up the deal I am proposing with Silicon Valley and the Patriot Movement, and have been proposing for some time.

If such is the case, there is no reason whatsoever for people here to fear helping me.

I personally am not afraid of the Mafia at all.

It’s the Feds that concern me, but even them I have No Fear Of Either.

Not here.

Not Anywhere really–> as long as “if I am killed, even in a sneaky way, the Smart Folks here will see through this staged event and know what really happened to me”.

Conclusion

Live or Die, I Feel Deeply Honored to Have Been Involved In A Critically Meaningful Way in an Effort To Save America, Humanity and the World.

I accept my Destiny, whatever it may be.

It would be Wise For Silicon Valley to Extract All of the Knowledge Value that it can from me while I am still here to tell this knowledge to you.

To Google–> The ball is in your court.

WordPress (Automattic) is too small and vulnerable to help me more than they are doing now it seems.

If they were not too small and vulnerable, the people involved with WordPress that are anonymously helping me online would have picked me up when I arrived here.

I am here to stay this time.

I am staying here in the Greater San Francisco Bay Area until Google and Silicon Valley either help me to help America and the world, or–>

I die from either natural or unnatural causes.

I cannot do the job God gave me on the means that I have, or do it alone.

Given the means and adequate support, I Can, and I Most Certainly Will, Change this World for the Better.

Lastly, The Truth is the Truth, regardless of the lowly stature, the looks, the means or the eccentricities of its purveyor.

Allen Darman with critical and heroic help from Mark Jaquith of CoveredWebServices.com and some critical and heroic help from some anonymous WordPress People Out Here

The Gist of Nutrientscure.WordPress.Com As of July 12th 2010

http://wp.me/pxy4W-3VN

The Picture Below Shows my Son Willy Darman at about seventeen and a half years old >>>after he applied a wide range of Nutritional and Natural Supplements to himself for three and a half years<<<, and he used a few simple lessons that I taught him verbally, and used a little of his own Common Sense.

What My Son Willy Did Between August of 2004 and February of 2008 Exposed the Enormous Hoax of Drug Oriented Medicine!, if the Truth Ever Became Known! No More ADHD! No More Bipolar Disorder! and No More Weak and Sickly Childhood Health!

The Picture below shows my eldest son Willy’s Health at the hands of conventional medicine. This picture represents my son Willy at about ten and a half years of age, after being on Ritalin for about four years for an ADHD diagnosis and classic bipolar symptoms. At this point in his life Willy was not very happy, and he had Both Seriously Compromised Mental and Physical Health.

Essentially I taught Willy verbally >>the Basic Facts that He Needed To Know<<
In Order to Become >>>An Effective Doctor of Himself<<<, and
>>>I also gave Willy the Supplement Tools<<< that he needed to do so.
Willy did the rest!

Important Prefacing Notes Dated 8/13/2013:

Nutrientscure.Wordpress.com was Originally a WordPress Website in regard to overcoming mental illness via the use of natural and non-drug means. It was essentially the story of my overcoming over three decades of bipolar symptoms in the late 1990′s, and then teaching my son Willy Darman how to overcome an ADHD diagnosis and bipolar symptoms beginning when he was thirteen years old in 2004.
The Search for a Cure for ADHD and bipolar disorder ended! with my son Willy Darman and I. We Co-Discovered these Cures for the World!
I had already found most of the proper chemical manner to correct bipolar disorder from a chemical standpoint before 2004. My son Willy Darman found “the last key idea” that was needed “to do the job right”. Willy hit a home run for the World when he came up with the Idea of “Willy’s Baggies” (of a wide range of adequately balanced nutritional and natural supplements “taken all at once”). And then Willy **Proved To The World The Validity Of What He Had Discovered** in his own personal Amazing Recovery from ADHD, Bipolar Disorder, and a History of Sickly Childhood Health.

Since the WordPress Blog Titled “The gist of nutrientscure.wordpress.com” was written On July, 12, 2010, Nutrientscure.Wordpress.com has become a rather Massive Website of over 2,900 blogs. In undergoing this Growth, Nutrientscure.Wordpress.com has greatly expanded its Original Scope of Overcoming Mental Illnesses Naturally via natural non-drug means.

When “The gist of nutrientscure.wordpress.com” was written I had already undergone two attempts on my life.  The first attempt was a singular one involving a team of two people that were sent to my motel to Atlantic City in early January 2010 in an attempt to “make me disappear like Jimmy Hoffa did”.   This attempt occurred just after a Health Freedom Conference was held in northern NJ.  At this Health Freedom Conference put on by Dr. Rima Laibow of the Natural Solutions Foundation I had connected with a conventional medical doctor that practiced in Manhattan.  This doctor expressed a strong desire and willingness to work with me and see if what my son Willy and I had discovered would help his patients suffering from depression.  The second attempt on my life occurred in late May of 2010, just after I wrote a landmark WordPress Blog titled “A Tribute To Bob Beck; A World Class Healer” on May 21, 2010.  This attempt was multiple in nature and occurred over 8 to 10 days time.  It involved repeated attempts to gain entry under false pretenses to a 14th floor apartment that I was renting in Utica, NY at the time.  If I had made one single mistake in opening the door to persons unknown to me during this time, it is extremely likely that I would have been thrown off the outside porch (or perhaps I would have been killed in some other way).

In July 2010, the focus of my WordPress Blogging was changing. Until this point Nutrientscure.WordPress.com had almost solely been a WordPress Website that dealt with Alternative Medical Knowledge I had discovered, co-discovered, and/or learned from others that were knowledgeable in regard to the same.  However, after undergoing two attempts to kill me, I began to use Google to Search for Knowledge about other persons that had been killed for what they knew or had discovered, to see if I could learn from what had happened to them. The key Search Word that I used was “suppression”, for I knew that what I had learned about the correction of mental illness naturally was being “intentionally suppressed”.

In August 2010, I wrote two Socially Significant WordPress Blogs in regard to Suppression that are still very germane today.  One is titled “Suppression Of Great Truth Is The Norm It Seems”, and the other is titled “Governmental Vs. Alternative Medicine; It Is Time For Change”.  

Perhaps needless to say, the attempts on my life have continued on a sporadic but continual basis since then.  It turns out that Big Pharma and the Mafia are in bed together.  I am dead certain of this, for it has been the Mafia that has been repeatedly trying to kill me for the past 43 months or so.  It is a miracle that I am still alive.  

A mutually beneficial way needs to be found (and fairly negotiated) to get the Mafia to dump their fiscal self interest in pharmaceutical medicine and “switch sides”… or America as we know it is doomed (for an unhealthy populace cannot support a healthy nation).

Thankfully, some True American Heroes finally stepped in to help me with WordPress in April 2012. Without these folks, it is extremely likely that I would have simply become another Discoverer of Alternative Medical Truths that would have died in vain.  I cannot thank those persons that are helping me from afar enough. I do not know who all of you are (I only know one of you by name), but I love you for what you have heroically done to help me, and have done for so long.

Since April 2012, Nutrientscure.WordPress.com has become a Collaborative WordPress Website of a Four Person WordPress Collaborative Internet Team. This Team is composed of four (or perhaps even more) heroic WordPress Website Development Specialists that are intuitively collaborating with each other over the Internet. Our WordPress Collaborative Internet Team not only deals with (a) the topic of overcoming mental illness naturally and here, it also deals with (b) the Suppression of Various Alternative Medical Discoveries, (c) the Suppression of a Wide Range of Free Energy Ideas, (d) the Suppression of Truth by Federal Government Bodies, especially our own Federal Government here in the United States, (e) the Loss of Internet Freedom in the United States, (f) the Startup of an Internet Freedom Event in the San Francisco Bay Area called iWoodstockiROCK4FREEDOM, or similar, (g) Conceptually Mapping Out “a New Standardized Model” of Internet Based Federal Government for America, and for other countries as well, (h) the Initiation of a JUSTIFIABLE REVOLUTION here in the United States (also here and here) and the Initiation of a JUSTIFIABLE REVOLUTION Worldwide as well as soon as it is practical or possible to do so, and (i) the Issue of Using WordPress as a Management Platform done with a little humor… (also here).

Allen Darman and his heroic WordPress Collaborative Patriot Internet Team

[end of Prefacing Notes]

Dear friends:

I am aware that the blogs on my Nutrientscure WordPress site are not organized, or easily found. I apologize to all for this. Hopefully, this blog will help the reader find the gist of my Nutrientscure WordPress website, without having a great deal of difficulty when doing so.

The blogs listed below primarily concern how to correct depression, ADHD, bipolar disorder, schizophrenia, and/or difficulty with sleep via natural means.

Some of the blogs that are listed below contain a world leading degree of understanding. This understanding is in part due to the insight I have gained regarding how to use free form amino acids properly in a therapeutic sense. It is also in part to due the insight I have gained regarding malabsorption and gut (GI tract) dysfunction. (“Mental illness” is often simply “dietary problems and gut illness causing malabsorption in disguise”.)

Incidentally, I do hope to soon complete some key blogs that belong on the list below. The most important of these unfinished blogs, and the one that immediately came to mind in this regard, is the blog titled “Willy’s Baggies and Malabsorption (March 2010)”.

I have no commercial agenda in ANY of the blogs listed below. I am NOT selling anything. I am only trying to share what I have learned about the correction of mental illness naturally. This sharing comes from a heartfelt sense of moral obligation to try to help other persons that still suffer from a similar illness to that which I once had.

Allen Darman

Introducing the Concept of an “Educational Healing House” (2006)

https://nutrientscure.wordpress.com/2009/06/02/introducing-the-concept-of-an-educational-healing-house/

This blog regarding a healing house defines where I want to go with what I have learned in the blogs listed below. It defines “a new model of healing for the world”. A “healing house” is a conceptual model of healing that disenfranchises both conventional and alternative medicine as practiced by “doctors”… as it teaches “the patient” to become “an effective doctor of his or her self”.

My son Willy profoundly proved to the world that even a thirteen year old child can become “an effective doctor of himself”.

Willy also proved to the world that someone can become “an effective doctor of his or her self” without even reading a single alternative medical book. This is due to the fact that the body of knowledge needed to become “an effective doctor of oneself” can be verbally taught… despite using only simple words (words that almost any teenager can understand).

Many of the blogs that follow contain “seeds of knowledge” that I had gained prior to Willy’s amazing recovery. This knowledge gave me the ability to teach my son how to heal himself… when the time came that he was ready to do so.

My First Website on the Internet (2001)

https://nutrientscure.wordpress.com/2009/07/15/my-first-website-on-the-internet/

An old speech draft on bipolar; still a worthy read (2002)

https://nutrientscure.wordpress.com/2009/06/02/an-old-speech-draft-on-bipolar-still-a-worthy-read-2002/

An Introduction To Alternative Medicine For Psychiatric Conditions (2005)

https://nutrientscure.wordpress.com/2009/06/02/an-introduction-to-alternative-medicine-for-psychiatric-conditions-2005/

A Testimonial to Dr. Sherry Rogers

https://nutrientscure.wordpress.com/2009/06/02/a-testimonial-to-dr-sherry-rogers/

My Bipolar Recovery Story as of June 2004

https://nutrientscure.wordpress.com/2009/06/02/my-bipolar-recovery-story-as-of-june-2004/

Concepts and Ideas to Treat Depression Naturally (2003)

https://nutrientscure.wordpress.com/2009/06/02/concepts-and-ideas-to-treat-depression-naturally-2003/

Lessons I Taught Willy #1; Self-Empowerment (March 2007)

https://nutrientscure.wordpress.com/2009/07/13/lessons-i-taught-willy-1-self-empowerment-march-2007/

Lessons I Taught Willy #3; How To Cure Yourself of ADHD or Bipolar Disorder; “The Big Picture”

https://nutrientscure.wordpress.com/2009/07/13/lessons-i-taught-willy-3-how-to-cure-yourself-of-adhd-or-bipolar-disorder-the-big-picture/

My son Willy’s original ADHD/bipolar! recovery story

https://nutrientscure.wordpress.com/2009/06/02/my-son-willys-original-adhdbipolar-recovery-story/

Willy’s Three Year ADHD/Bipolar Recovery Story

https://nutrientscure.wordpress.com/2009/06/02/willys-three-year-adhdbipolar-recovery-story/

An Update Regarding Willy’s Amazing Recovery (June 2009)

https://nutrientscure.wordpress.com/2009/06/17/an-update-regarding-willys-amazing-recovery-june-2009/

An Overview of Willy’s Baggie I, II, and III (March 2010)

https://nutrientscure.wordpress.com/2010/03/09/an-overview-of-willys-baggie-i-ii-and-iii-march-2010/

Willy’s Baggies vs. All One Nutrient Formula Or Protein Powders

https://nutrientscure.wordpress.com/2010/03/12/willys-baggies-vs-using-all-one-nutrient-formula-or-protein-powders/

What A Harvard Educated Psychiatrist-To-Be Said About Willy’s Baggies (2009)

https://nutrientscure.wordpress.com/2009/12/30/what-a-harvard-educated-psychiatrist-to-be-said-about-willy’s-baggies-2009/

Adelle Davis; a true pioneer (September 2007)

https://nutrientscure.wordpress.com/2009/07/13/adelle-davis-a-true-pioneer-september-2007/

Another blog on Adelle Davis, my being hacked problem, etc. (November 2007)

https://nutrientscure.wordpress.com/2009/07/13/another-blog-on-adelle-davis-my-being-hacked-problem-etc-november-2007/

The possible implications of broad based nutrition taken all at once (February 2007)

https://nutrientscure.wordpress.com/2009/07/13/the-possible-implications-of-broad-based-nutrition-taken-all-at-once-february-2007/

Willy’s Baggie II Shortcuts The Resolution of Depression

https://nutrientscure.wordpress.com/2009/07/09/willys-baggie-ii-shortcuts-the-resolution-of-depression/

One of Willy’s “baggies” of supplements… Wow! (September 2006)

https://nutrientscure.wordpress.com/2009/07/13/one-of-willys-baggies-of-supplements-wow-september-2006/

An Anecdotal Case; Depression Resolved in One Day, Rv.2 (2007)

https://nutrientscure.wordpress.com/2009/07/09/an-anecdotal-case-depression-resolved-in-one-day-rv-2-2007/

Depression and Bipolar Disorder – Cured At Last! (August 2007)

https://nutrientscure.wordpress.com/2009/07/13/depression-and-bipolar-disorder-cured-at-last-august-2007/

Willy’s Original Baggie Ingredient List (December 2006)

https://nutrientscure.wordpress.com/2009/06/02/willys-original-baggie-ingredient-list/

A more detailed explanation of Willy’s Original Baggie (February 2007)

https://nutrientscure.wordpress.com/2009/06/02/a-more-detailed-explanation-of-willys-original-baggie/

Willy’s Baggie III; a further improvement (Note: It was later determined that Willy’s Original Baggie and Willy’s Baggie II were superior to Willy’s Baggie III.)

https://nutrientscure.wordpress.com/2009/12/01/willys-baggie-iii-a-further-improvement/

An Adequate Dosage of Broad Based Amino Acids

https://nutrientscure.wordpress.com/2009/07/09/an-adequate-dosage-of-broad-based-amino-acids/

Is it possible that key knowledge known by Robert Erdmann over 20 years ago got lost?

https://nutrientscure.wordpress.com/2009/07/09/is-it-possible-that-key-knowledge-known-by-robert-erdmann-over-20-years-ago-got-lost/

A Real Cure For Schizophrenia Has been Found!

https://nutrientscure.wordpress.com/2009/07/09/a-real-cure-for-schizophrenia-has-been-found/

Hearing Voices” remission within hours from supplement use

https://nutrientscure.wordpress.com/2009/07/09/hearing-voices-remission-within-hours-from-supplement-use/

Doctors Helped Cause Willy’s Sickness

https://nutrientscure.wordpress.com/2009/06/02/doctors-helped-cause-willys-sickness/

Autism and Probiotics Proven to Be Linked!! (September 2006)

https://nutrientscure.wordpress.com/2009/06/02/autism-and-probiotics-proven-to-be-linked-2006/

Probiotics and Their Effect on All Mental Illness (September 2006)

https://nutrientscure.wordpress.com/2009/06/02/probiotics-and-their-effect-on-all-mental-illness-2006/

The End of Antibiotics (2008)

https://nutrientscure.wordpress.com/2009/06/02/the-end-of-antibiotics-2008/

Bentonite, Depression, and How The Gut May Work (2004/2005)

https://nutrientscure.wordpress.com/2009/06/02/bentonite-depression-and-how-the-gut-may-work/

Bentonite, vitamin C, and yeast die off (August 2006)

https://nutrientscure.wordpress.com/2009/06/02/bentonite-vitamin-c-and-yeast-die-off-2006/

An egroup post I wrote in 2005 on Sleep

https://nutrientscure.wordpress.com/2009/07/13/an-egroup-post-i-wrote-in-2005-on-sleep/

Truehope, Equilib, Willy, and Big Pharma

https://nutrientscure.wordpress.com/2009/07/09/truehope-equilib-willy-and-big-pharma/

An Open Letter To All Of Alternative Medicine (March 2010)

https://nutrientscure.wordpress.com/2010/03/07/an-open-letter-to-all-of-alternative-medicine-march-2010/

A Tribute to Bob Beck; A World Class Healer

https://nutrientscure.wordpress.com/2010/05/21/a-tribute-to-bob-beck-a-world-class-healer/

The Irony Of My Situation

https://nutrientscure.wordpress.com/2009/07/09/the-irony-of-my-situation/

Listing of blogs on this WordPress site as of July 16, 2009

https://nutrientscure.wordpress.com/2009/07/16/listing-of-blogs-on-this-wordpress-site-as-of-july-16-2009/

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Our Team’s Magnificent Seven Websites

Tweetable Link>>>http://wp.me/P2oFVm-15

The Seven WordPress Websites Reflected Below are all Creations of
Allen Dee and his Revolutionary WordPress Collaborative Internet Team

Our WordPress Collaborative Team’s Magnificent Seven Websites are as follows… all of the Images shown are “Clickable”.

  • 1) iROCK4FREEDOM the 1st Internet Woodstock!

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  • 2) Our latest Management Website titled 420SmokeMASTERAllenD>ORDERS>

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  • 3) Eight President Roundtable Internet Government Website

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  • 4) A Suppression of Truth WordPress Website

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  • 5) Willy Darman’s Discovery Website

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  • 6) A Justifiable Civil Disobedience Website

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  • 7) Our July 4th Revolution WordPress Website

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Notable Quotes

It turns out that Big Pharma and the Mafia are in bed together.  I am dead certain of this, for it has been the Mafia that has been repeatedly trying to kill me for the past 43 months or so.  It is a miracle that I am still alive.Allen D  

A mutually beneficial way needs to be found (and fairly negotiated) to get the Mafia to dump their fiscal self interest in pharmaceutical medicine and “switch sides”… or America as we know it is doomed (for an unhealthy populace cannot support a healthy nation).Allen D

Thankfully, some True American Heroes finally stepped in to help me with WordPress in April 2012. Without these folks, it is extremely likely that I would have simply become another Discoverer of Alternative Medical Truths that would have died in vain.  I cannot thank those persons that are helping me from afar enough. I do not know who all of you are (I only know one of you by name), but I love you for what you have heroically done to help me, and have done for so long.Allen D

Be obscure clearly. E.B. White

The hell with being obscure! It’s high time we had 100% clear and direct honesty in this world! Tell it like it is! Thank God for the Internet! There should be no secrets any more! AllenD

Dreams are illustrations from the book your soul is writing about you.Marsha Norman

I dream of the day when all mental illnesses are being readily cured via natural means, as I know they could easily be. Allen Darman

The scariest moment is always just before you start.
Stephen King

I started my War Against Big Pharma and the Powers that Be in the Summer of the year 2000. It was pretty scary for me in the beginning, for I knew that people were Inevitably going to be sent to kill me. After three years of surviving about a dozen “killing episodes” involving perhaps three dozen individual hit attempts, I have lost all of my fears completely. Although I Will Always Be Very Cautious For The Rest Of My Life, I am done being scared. If Internet Martyrdom is my ultimate fate, at this point a good portion of the upper echelon of Silicon Valley has heard, and will remember, what I have said and done. Should it occur, I know that they will not let my Internet Martyrdom go unanswered… Thank God.Allen Darman

The only reason for being a professional writer is that you can’t help it.Leo Rosten

I’m No Professional Writer. I Hack at It! Thank God I have Professional WordPress Website Development Specialists to back me up! They Make Me Look Professional! And They Make My Writing Look Good! Allen Darman

Every writer I know has trouble writing.Joseph Heller

My son Willy Darman and I co-discovered the Cure to Writer’s Block! in the summer of 2004. We call it Willy’s Baggie (of nutritional and natural supplements). I am a dummy! I did not realize the Great Significance of what my son and I had co-discovered (Willy being the primary discoverer, and I being the secondary one) until almost two years later. Willy had to ask me to make his Willy’s Baggies again in May 2006. If he didn’t ask me this, I would have completely missed the boat here. The World owes my son Willy Darman a Huge Thank You for both what he discovered, and then what he did in regard to working hard to improve himself. Ironically, Willy does not have a clue in regard to the enormity of what his Willy’s Baggie Discovery really means for the entire human race. Allen Darman

The Search for a Cure for ADHD and bipolar disorder ended! with my son Willy Darman and I. We Co-Discovered these Cures for the World! Allen Darman

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https://nutrientscure.wordpress.com/2013/08/12/the-gist-of-nutrientscure-wordpress-com-as-of-july-12th-2010-3/

http://wp.me/pxy4W-3VN

Allen Darmans’ Natural Bipolar Recovery Story as of June 2004 (1-24-2013)

Tweetable Link Web of this Particular Nutrientscure WordPress Blog: http://wp.me/pxy4W-3ks

Preface

This WordPress Blog details my Natural Recovery From Bipolar Disorder up until the summer of 2004. It also contains links to Three of my son Willy Darmans’ Rather Amazing Recovery Stories from an ADHD Diagnosis, Classic Bipolar Symptoms, and Sickly Childhood Health beginning in the summer of 2004 at the bottom of this WordPress Blog.

Eventually someone was going to find the causative factors underlying Bipolar Disorder, and learn how to correct them. In doing so, that person was going to find “the Cure” for this rather devastating and still commonly considered “Incurable” illness.

I, Allen Darman, am that man.

For this Contribution to the Human Race, over the past three years I have gone through about twelve episodes of the Mafia trying to kill me on behalf of both Big Pharma and Itself. Many of these episodes were multiple in nature, I should have been dead at least thirty times since January 6, 2010 (the first attempt by the Mafia to kill me).

Apparently, the Mafia and Big Pharma are in bed together, and in finding the cure to bipolar disorder I threaten the fiscal interests of both.

Sadly, our Federal Government has “Internet Witnessed” the Mafia trying to repeatedly kill me, and yet does nothing. (A witness to an attempted murder that does nothing is an attempted murderer as well.)

I am now only one member of a four person WordPress Collaborative Internet Team that is trying to get the Truth Out in regard to Multiple Instances of United States Federal Government Suppression of Truth on a number of fronts.

Two of my WordPress Collaborative Internet Team Members in San Francisco have gone through Dozens of Attacks involving the use of poison gas injected into their living space since December 10th 2012. It is amazing that they are still alive, just as it is amazing that I am still alive as well.

And all four of our WordPress Collaborative Internet Team have witnessed Multiple Instances of Hacker Induced WordPress Blog Removal from a Number of Our Websites, as well as Multiple Instances of WordPress Blog Corruption on a Number of Our Websites, since December 17th 2012. (Internet Freedom in the United States of America Died on This Day! No longer can Truths that Greatly Threaten Our Federal Government be put on the Internet without them being “Under the Threat of Hacker Removal” by the very same.)

The Bottom Line of the Above is that Our United States Federal Government has got to go! It is Supporting the Suppression of a Number of Alternative Medical Discoveries, not only my own. It is also Supporting the Suppression of a Number of Free Energy Discoveries such as the “Water Powered Car”, “High Mileage Carburetors”, “Free Electricity” made without using any fossil, nuclear, wind, or solar fuel, and “Free Heat” cold fusion breakthroughs as well.

It is TIME FOR REVOLUTION IN THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA!

No voting is going to fix the Enormous Federal Government Problem that We Americans Have!
We Need To Rise Up!
We Need to Tell Our Federal Politicians that The Hoax of Democracy In America Has Been Exposed!
And We Need To Tell Them that It Is NOW Time For You To Go!

Allen Darman

Below is a Picture of Me Taken About Eleven Years Ago. I look about the same, except now I would need to spend about $500. for a set of dentures, because at sixty years old I have no teeth!
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Below is a Picture of My son Willy at about ten and a half years of age, after being on Ritalin for about four years for an ADHD diagnosis and classic bipolar symptoms. At this point in his life Willy was not very happy, and he had both Compromised Mental and Physical Health.

What My Son Willy Did Between August of 2004 and February of 2008 Exposed the Hoax of Drug Oriented Medicine, if the Truth Ever Became Known! Below is a Picture of My Son Willy taken in February 2008 when he was about seventeen and a half years old, and after he had been applying Nutritional and Natural Therapies to himself for about three and a half years. No More ADHD! No More Bipolar Disorder! and No More Weak and Sickly Childhood Health!

When I was first diagnosed with bipolar disorder (manic depression) in June of 1994, I was told by the psychiatrist treating me that my being cured of this illness was impossible.  He told me that the best I could do to deal with my illness was to take medication on a daily basis for the rest of my life.

I would like to give the reader of the material that follows  “a big dose of hope” right off the bat.  About six years later (in the year 2000), I found out how wrong the this particular  psychiatrist was in his assumption that bipolar disorder is incurable.  Bipolar disorder is an ABSOLUTELY CORRECTABLE condition of biochemical imbalance.  And it is correctable by the very person that suffers from such.  (Yes!, you can cure yourself.)   If I did not prove this in my own personal recovery, a handful of years later my teenage son Willy profoundly did in his.  And Willy also proved how easy it is to do so.  (If a severely learning impaired teenager can learn how to cure himself of bipolar disorder without seeing ANY doctor whatsoever, or reading even a single book, perhaps almost everyone that is diagnosed as bipolar can do the same.)

In 1994,  I realized that my chances of ever becoming well (cured) from manic depression were perhaps far less than that of most persons. This realization stemmed from the facts that (1) my true bipolar onset was in 1963 as an eleven year old child (amazingly I had avoided the medical model for over three decades despite very substantial bipolar symptoms), (2) over the thirty one years prior to my initial diagnosis I had already had hundreds of episodes of either very substantial mania or severe depression, and (3) I was not responding well to lithium at all.   (Lithium is a medication that seems to help many bipolar persons.  It did not work well for me.  Even on a low dosage of 900 mg. of lithium my hands shook uncontrollably, such that I could hardly sign my name without using my other hand to help.  On 900 mg. of lithium, I also lost quite a bit of reading comprehension.  In addition, I lost quite a bit of ability to remember things, and quite a bit of  ability to reason and “think things out”.  )

In essence, if anyone knew the truth of my circumstances in 1994, as well as knew the truth of my prior life experiences for the past three decades, I was not a person that was ever going to get better from manic depression. It was hopeless, or so even I had thought. Despite such hopelessness, I have always been a person that does not like being told that something is impossible. In July of 1994, I will always remember telling a very close bipolar friend of mine with tears in my eyes “if there is any way out of this trap [manic depression], I am going to do everything that I can to find it [for both of us] for the rest of my life”. This single statement has defined the last ten years of my life.

It is now June of 2004. For a little over four years, I have been able to completely control any manic depressive symptoms in myself, when I so choose to use my profound understanding of the true common causes this illness and/or when I have the means to afford optimal nutritional and other natural supplementation. And for a few years prior to June 2000, I was very close to knowing then what I know today.

I have not taken a single psychotropic medicine since September of 1997. Nor have I needed to take any medication since this time in order to control the symptoms of my illness. In November 1997, about five months after I had started to use psychotropic nutrients such as amino acids and use other natural measures as well, I had gained much greater control over my biochemistry and behavior than any drug that my psychiatrist had ever given me for manic depression.

What follows is the story of my recovery from an often devastating mental illness, an illness that most persons still erroneously consider incurable.

From the time I was first diagnosed with manic depression in June 1994 until I made a successful transition off of medication by using amino acids and other natural measures, I was prescribed and took the following medications for various periods of time; lithium, Depakote, Elavil, Zoloft, Serzone, Paxil, Ambien, Xanex, and Klonopin.

Neither mood stabilizer worked well for me. I took lithium in various dosages for about eight months. Lithium made me “a zombie” in 1200 mg. and 900 mg. dosages. I could not resolve hand trembling at these dosages as well. On lower dosages of 600 mg. and 300 mg. of lithium my mania recurrently, if not easily, broke through. Lithium did not seem to help my depressive states at all. My manic states rather easily blew through Depakote like it was water.

I slept sixteen hours a day on what I believe was only a 50 mg. dosage of Elavil. This medication clearly did not work out well for me. I was only prescribed Paxil and Serzone for a very short period of time (about a week) during one hospitalization that I had in July of 1996 for severe depression. Paxil and Serzone, in combination with Depakote, shut my small intestines down such that they nearly burst. I nearly died from this unusual drug combination of an SSRI antidepressant, a tricyclic antidepressant, and Depakote, all given at the same time (as it caused this intestinal shutdown, a medical condition with a name that is something like “paralytic illeus”).

Ambien helped me a little to sleep, but on even a “double dose” of this I could often only get three hours rest, which was not nearly enough sleep when I was manic… and I was manic quite a bit in the late 80′s though mid 1997. Often Sominex, an over the counter sleep remedy, would give me just as much sleep as Ambien, if not a bit more.

When I was first prescribed Xanex in December of 1995, this medication was a godsend for me. Finally I had found a chemical substance that would knock me out. Xanex was the first medication that I ever took that allowed me to get enough sleep such that my manic states did not “go over the top”. I was not taking a mood stabilizer at this time, so getting enough sleep was critical to me, and Xanex did the trick. However, within three months of my first taking Xanex, I had an adverse reaction to it (very blurred vision in one eye) on only .875 mg, a very low dose for most persons. As a result of this adverse reaction, I had to cease taking Xanex immediately. Perhaps needless to say, I had a fairly manic March of 1996 after I abruptly had to cease taking Xanex, as I could hardly sleep at all.

Of all the medications that I ever took for manic depression, two of them helped me substantially for fairly significant lengths of time. The first of these medications was Zoloft. When I first took Zoloft in the fall of 1992, this medication lifted me out of a three and a half month bout with severe depression in about two weeks. The whole world looked rosy to me when I first took Zoloft. I could not believe the change. As suicidal and as ignorant of depression as I was at the time, Zoloft may have actually saved my life. For this I am very thankful. However, towards the end of my time on medication, even twice as much Zoloft as I had always responded to did not seem to help me out of severe depression at all.

In September of 1996, I decided to begin to take a few vitamins and minerals in an attempt lift myself out of a current state of deep depression. This was the first depressive state I ever had that had not responded well to Zoloft. Within a few weeks of starting to take vitamins and minerals to help my mood state for the first time, I knew that these nutrient substances had made a huge difference. And finally, after months of feeling really blue, I was not depressed.

The second medication that I took for manic depression that helped me substantially was Klonopin. After I had an adverse reaction to Xanex in February of 1996 and had to stop taking it, I went though a fairly manic month or so. I was in real trouble at this point. I simply could not sleep well in March of 1996 without some sort of powerful chemical assistance. Whenever I could not sleep enough my manic state escalated rather quickly into severe mania. After reading a number of books and talking to a few other persons, I asked my psychiatrist for a trial of Klonopin, despite the fact that I had already had a negative reaction to another benzodiazapine medication. Reluctantly he agreed. I went on Klonopin in April of 1996. Klonopin was also a godsend for me. It bought me 18 months of being able to sleep at least enough so that I did not end up in the hospital for severe mania, and/or burn up any more serious money from being really manic. Even though I only got about four and a half to five hours or so of sleep on Klonopin, and in the end I had to have a few beers with 2 mg. of Klonopin in order to really go down at night, at least I could sleep long enough and deep enough so that in the morning when I woke up I was no longer really manic. I used to actually get up sluggish in the morning, what I called “a Klonopin hangover”, but by the end of that same day, I was often pretty zippity again… manic enough that I could not fall asleep and sleep well at all without either Klonopin or a combination of Klonopin and alcohol. I took Klonopin daily from April 1996 until September of 1997. I became clearly and knowingly addicted to Klonopin, not knowing a better answer to control my manic depressive tendencies at the time.

As result of my initial success with using some vitamins and minerals to help resolve depression in myself in September 1996, I began to experiment with other nutrients, despite the fact I was still on, and still really needed to take, Klonopin. In November of 1996, I began taking a potassium supplement. At this time, I was running on the high side (hypomanic), but I was not out of control. I was just running faster than the norm, but I was still lucid and quite functional. Either the very first day or the second day that I took potassium, I knew that just the simple mineral potassium made my manic state noticeably more elevated (worse). I immediately stopped taking potassium. My interest in nutrients grew immensely at this point. How could just a simple potassium supplement make my manic states worse? And if potassium made my manic states worse, I wondered would potassium help my depressive states? A few months later, in January of 1997, I found out. Potassium clearly made my depressed state in January of 1997 better, almost as much as Zoloft had done, but it did so much quicker. How could this be? I remember thinking at this time “how could such simple and elemental nutrients be ignored by the doctors that treat mental illness?” Perhaps needless to say, I soon began to experiment with nutrients even more.

In May of 1997, I began to take my first amino acid, the excitatory amino acid tyrosine. I took 500 mg. of tyrosine in the morning, with the odd collection of vitamins and minerals I had already determined as helpful to me over the past nine months or so. I was feeling pretty good at the time, not too manic, and not at all depressed. I did not notice the effect of tyrosine on me until the bottle ran out and I did not bother to replace it. Within a week of my not taking tyrosine, I realized that I had sunk day by day from a fairly stable and functional state to a state of serious, if not severe, depression. As I lay in my bed in early July of 1997, I wondered why? Why was I depressed? Life was clearly going very well for me at this point in my life. I had no triggers, no stressors, such that I should feel depressed unless my depressive onset was simply chemical in nature. I finally realized as I lay thinking in my bed that it was the fact that I had run out of tyrosine that I was depressed. I theorized that whatever tyrosine was making in my brain had become depleted. I also guessed, and guessed correctly, that whatever tyrosine was making in my brain was necessary for me to not feel depressed. (I later learned that tyrosine is the nutrient precursor to dopamine and norepinephrine, two key excitatory neurotransmitters. I also learned that tyrosine can either cause or contribute to a manic state, if a bipolar person takes too much tyrosine for their biochemistry at the moment. One needs to learn how to use inhibitory nutrients before taking tyrosine if they are bipolar… see below.)

As I did not have any tyrosine in the house, and it was Sunday night such that I could not just go to the health food store and just buy some more, I took some (nine grams in aggregate) of multi-amino acid tablets I had just recently ordered but had yet to take for the first time. Then I took my Klonopin, had a beer or two, and went to bed. Eight hours later, I woke up manic as hell. I could not believe what had happened to me. I had gone from a state of very serious depression to very severe mania within eight hours, simply as the result of amino acid ingestion. This was absolutely amazing to me. I repeated the same mistake a week later, with virtually the same result.

At this point in my life (July of 1997), I immediately knew the enormous social and scientific significance of what had just happened to me. I also immediately signed up to be “a guinea pig” for the rest of world in regard to what nutrients can do to correct manic depression. I was going to research and take every nutrient that I possibly could in an attempt to discover what it might teach me about correcting my condition of chemical imbalance. Soon after this, when I knew just a little bit more, I also decided to research every common impairment to essential nutrient delivery in the human species, as it was clear to me from the standpoints of both simple logic and my own self experience that these common nutrient impairment issues were often the true common causes of manic depression. In my opinion, this simple logic has been anecdotally proven to be correct, not only for myself, but also for a number of other persons that are bipolar as well.

My first discovery about how to use nutrients was that I discovered that it is “a must” from the standpoint of safety that a bipolar person learns how to use inhibitory nutrients before they start using excitatory ones, such as tyrosine or phenylalanine. Excitatory nutrients can easily cause bipolar persons to become hypomanic, manic, or severely manic within hours of their ingestion. If you are bipolar you definitely don’t want this to happen without having an answer in place beforehand. Inhibitory nutrients, such as inhibitory amino acids, can both counteract and balance excitatory ones. Inhibitory nutrients, when used properly, can resolve a manic state. Inhibitory nutrients, in combination with other natural measures, seem to take mania completely out of the equation if these nutrients are used properly on a daily basis.

In August of 1997, I began to use inhibitory nutrients, completely ceasing my use of excitatory nutrients temporarily due to my recognition of their dangers without having an antidote (knowledge of how to use inhibitory nutrients).

Within a month, by taking a combination of inhibitory nutrients I was able to get off of 18 months of daily Klonopin usage completely without any difficult withdrawal symptoms whatsoever. The three generally amino acids of taurine, GABA, and tryptophan were the heart of my inhibitory cocktail at this time. These three amino acids, along with a few vitamin and mineral cofactors, were giving me the best sleep of my entire adult life within a month of my first taking them.

Incidentally, the three amino acids of taurine, GABA, and tryptophan happen to be the very same amino acids that were helpful to Margot Kidder in regard to sleep and inhibition. In case you are not aware of this, Margot Kidder is an actress that overcame her own diagnosis of bipolar disorder via solely natural means. Taurine, GABA, and tryptophan also happen to be the same three amino acids that Julia Ross speaks about using successfully for inhibition in her book “The Mood Cure”. To the best of my knowledge, Margot Kidder, Julia Ross, and I all reached similar conclusions on these three amino acids independently of each other. Although it is true that any one person can respond positively or negatively to any individual amino acid, and therefore this inhibitory amino acid regime is clearly not for everyone, it appears rather remarkable to me that three persons independently of each other all found these same three amino acids as being useful to either themselves or their clients.

September of 1997 marked the last time that I have ever needed or wanted to take any medication whatsoever to control mania or depression in myself. Nutrients and other natural measures not only “did the job much better” than any medication that I ever took for my illness, nutrients and other natural measures also did the job much faster as well. Amino acids often work within a single hour, sometimes they need a single day, and rarely do amino acids need more than a handful of days to effect profoundly positive mood change. This should perhaps not be surprising, as roughly 99 out of the 100 or so known neurotransmitters are primarily amino acid based, as well as amino acids represent nearly 75% of the functional chemistry in the body, once the water is taken out.

By January of 1998, I realized that manic depression was often simply the result of a sub-clinical malabsorption syndrome, of which allergic and toxic issues were nearly always involved as well. At this time I also realized that (1) multiple hidden food allergies, (2) intestinal dysbiosis issues (dysbiosis essentially means candida and other yeasts, various problematic bacteria, and/or parasites), (3) a possible lack of digestive enzymes, (4) a possible lack of HCL (stomach acid), (4) excessive cooked food intake, (5) a lack of nutrients in our depleted soils, and (6) stress (which is always biochemically depleting, no matter what the source) were all issues that were either causative or contributory factors in my illness.

Of the aforementioned six factors, I sensed that multiple hidden food allergies and intestinal dysbiosis were often the primary issues to address in almost any person that is bipolar. It appears that these two factors are often the root cause of bipolar disorder in many of those thus afflicted.

Incidentally, other persons besides myself, many of them doctors or professional health care providers, believe that hidden food allergy and intestinal dysbiosis issues are often major, if not primary, causative factors underlying both ADHD and alcoholism as well. In addition to this, hidden food allergy and/or intestinal dysbiosis issues are strongly implicated by alternative medicine as a whole as being either causative or contributory to the symptoms of various other mental and physical maladies such as autism, schizophrenia, anxiety, fibromyalgia, migraines, and arthritis.

Over the past six years or so I have added a few more common malabsorptive factors to the conceptual overview reflected above. One of these malabsorptive factors is the possibility of inadequate hydration. Adequate water intake apparently helps with nutrient absorption in the small intestines. A second possible malabsorptive factor that I have added over time is inadequate physical movement in regard to the abdominal area. We humans were apparently designed to walk far more that our modern lifestyle dictates we do. This physical movement helps the intestinal area to work as well as it should, and it apparently helps nutrient absorption.

Despite my later realizations, for the most part the general conceptual overview that I developed in late 1997 is pretty much the same one that I am still using to remain well today. The general principle underlying this conceptual overview is “any factor that impairs adequate nutrient absorption into the body is a factor that can either directly cause or greatly contribute to the symptoms of manic depression”. And the general principal that “cures” bipolar disorder is “any and all common factors which impair nutrient delivery into the body are both fairly readily identifiable and adequately correctable in any person that may have them”.

Worthy of note here is that there appears to be a number of alternative practitioners that are either unaware themselves or that wish to take advantage of some of their patients that may be unaware for the purpose of fiscal gain. You do not need any doctor whatsoever to determine your hidden food allergies. No laboratory test whatsoever is accurate enough to determine someone’s food allergies or food intolerances. You only need to go on an elimination diet that is performed by you at home. Yet, perhaps tens of thousands of hidden food allergy tests of various sorts are still being recommended and prescribed to patients yearly by many practitioners of alternative medicine. You also do not need any laboratory tests whatsoever to determine candida or other intestinal dysbiosis issues in yourself as well. Simply dosing up slowly until you reach a therapeutic dosage level (that shows solid results both in the toilet and in your general bowel habits) with a probiotic such as powdered Primal Defense is all that is necessary to determine if candida and “bad bacteria” in the GI tract were a major problem for you prior to taking Primal Defense. And parasite testing is both known to be quite inaccurate and non-inclusive (it can miss a lot). An herbal parasitic regime administered by yourself at home such as that recommended by Dr. Hulda Clark or the website http://www.curezone.com is far better than using any laboratory testing and/or medication whatsoever to resolve the issues of parasites if this issue applies to you. In addition, you don’t need either a doctor or any testing whatsoever to resolve the possible lack of digestive enzymes in yourself. Trial use of a powerful enzyme preparation such as DigestEnz, slowly dosing up while monitoring the effect in yourself is good simple advice that anyone can follow at home to determine if they may lack an adequate production of digestive enzymes in order to digest meals well. This can without the services or advice of any doctor whatsoever. And the trial use of HCL an hour or so after taking digestive enzymes when you eat a meal (if you are using such), dosing up slowly while monitoring the effect in yourself is good simple advice that anyone can follow at home to determine possible stomach acid deficiency in his or her self. This can also be done without the services or advice of any doctor whatsoever. Although the information contained in this paragraph is not nearly thorough enough to fully resolve these common malabsorptive issues of hidden food allergy, intestinal dysbiosis, a possible lack of digestive enzymes, and a possible lack of HCL, I think that you, the reader, may have a solid sense of where I am going here. “YOU CAN, IF NOT MUST, CURE YOURSELF” of manic depression for the most part. And you can do so without getting a lot of expensive and/or marginally useful (if not useless) laboratory tests to do so.

Going back to my story….

During 1998 and 1999, it became clear to me that the broad biochemical deficiency that manic depression not only effects the brain, it also effects the liver, the pancreas, the thyroid gland, the adrenal glands, etc. Every organ and cell in the body is essentially starving for functional nutrition in order for it to perform properly when one is bipolar.

And during 1998 and 1999, I also realized that most of the efforts to correct manic depression via natural means should be targeted towards correcting GI tract dysfunction, and not just targeted toward correcting the function of the brain itself. The brain is simply “a trailing secondary organ to primary gut events”. Gut status and brain status are far more closely connected than most persons realize.

Since September of 1997, when I first read the classic alternative medicine books Depression – Cured At Last by Dr. Sherry Rogers and The Way Up From Down by Dr. Priscilla Slagle (two books that greatly taught me the concepts in the conceptual model discussed above), I have picked through and picked through this newer alternative medicine reality, refining, validating, and/or improving on its great new truths.

I should perhaps mention here that I am of the opinion that newer alternative medical reality as generally represented by Dr. Sherry Rogers, Dr. Priscilla Slagle, Joan Matthews Larson, Patrick Holford, Dr. Charles Gant, Jerry Rubin, Elizabeth Lipski, Julia Ross and a number of other doctors and practitioners today is probably going to replace many of the older concepts and treatments of alternative medicine. Doctors such as Dr. Abram Hoffer (a man that is admittedly a true hero in my eyes nonetheless) and Dr. William Walsh are still espousing some older orthomolecular concepts and alternative treatments as “the highest degree of alternative medical truth”. Perhaps they are right. Only time will tell here. However, my life experience (an experience which has included taking well over 120,000 capsules of various supplements since mid-1997), my hundreds of informal self trials of intentionally inducing and then correcting bipolar symptoms (especially depression), and the great deal of research I have done since mid 1997 has led me to disagree with these doctors for the most part. I disagree with them in regard to their (1) general conceptual misunderstanding of my illness, (2) their incorrect focus in treating bipolar disorder as a result of point (1), and in regard to many of the treatments that they either recommend or miss recommending (when I feel such treatments are often necessary).

In stating the above, I do not mean to demean the individual, if not heroic, efforts of Dr. Hoffer, Dr. Walsh and other doctors of the same genre in any way whatsoever. However, it strongly appears to me that a newer conceptual model of mental illness and its proper treatment is replacing an older one inside the arena of alternative medicine. I am a person that concurs with this newer conceptual alternative understanding. This newer understanding seems to have begun to blossom over the last six years or so, an event to which we all perhaps owe special thanks to Dr. Sherry Rogers for her absolutely brilliant thought and her rather prolific writing. Dr. Rogers was by far my greatest teacher, despite her not knowing how to use amino acids therapeutically at all. (Knowledge of amino acid use was knowledge that I found was key for me in order to properly resolve my illness, and for this knowledge I had to go elsewhere.)

By early 2000, after many years of great effort, a hundred or so books, hundreds of conversations with other persons, many thousands of miles driven, and many tens of thousands of dollars spent, for all ostensible purposes I realized how I could always correct mania and depression in myself by solely using natural means. At this point in time, I could avoid any and all symptoms of my illness whenever I desired to. I could hit a “biochemical 10″ day after day and month after month at will if I so chose to do so. For me a “biochemical 10″ means that I exhibit an aura of deep mental and physical wellness that is rather obvious to anyone that sees me. When I am a “biochemical 10″ I live in the present. I feel great each and every moment that I am awake; and I am not manic at all, nor am I depressed at all as well. Very few “normal persons” without any psychiatric diagnosis whatsoever appear to feel nearly as well as I do or are as mood stable as I am when I am a “biochemical 10″ as I define this to be in myself.

Once I knew that I could hit a “biochemical 10″ at will whenever I wished to do so, I did something rather unusual, but with a number of reasons behind it. I often settled for a degree of wellness that was far less than a 10, a situation that is still true today. One reason for this is that for me to be a “biochemical 10″ cost quite a bit of money supplement-wise (between $400 to $500 a month), a cost that I could not always afford. A second reason for this is that to be a 10 I had to always avoid quite a few foods that were constantly being put in front of me by either family or friends. Rather than always refuse them, I’d simply eat a food that I knew that I would react to negatively to some extent, and then I would test treatment methodology (clear this food out the next day or the day after by using high dosage bentonite and psyllium). And the third reason, and by far the most important one, is that if I stayed a 10 month after month, my ability to continue to learn by trial and error and my ability to test or refine better treatments for my illness was completely lost. I was, and still am, willing to sacrifice my optimal own wellness for the sake of learning and for the sake of others. Few persons understand or accept this, but that is their problem, not mine.

Since the fall of 1997, I have not been trying all of the supplements and natural measures that I have simply to achieve my own wellness. I have been attempting to learn all that I can about my illness in order to make a greater contribution to the general understanding of it. I have been willingly and intentionally sacrificing my own optimal health and wellness in order to help other persons that still suffer. For the past seven years I have often been intentionally sloppy with my natural wellness regime. I have intentionally ingested my known food allergens at least a few hundred times, if not more. I have often intentionally caused or aggravated intestinal dysbiosis issues in myself as well (by a high sugar diet). In doing so, I have intentionally caused manic depressive symptoms in myself, often to the point of severity. My goals in doing this were to test, validate, and/or refine my preexisting knowledge. As a concrete example here, I have intentionally induced and then corrected depression at will in myself within a day or two over a hundred times since August of 1999, the point in which I first realized that I could do so. I did not mind doing this at all, as it is my sincere belief that I was and still am developing a “world changing degree of knowledge”.

Since early 2000, I can quite literally create and then correct a rather incredible range of depressive symptoms in myself by using only natural means from within a matter of a handful of hours to a matter of three or four days. I can also create and then correct a significant degree of manic symptoms in myself by using only natural means within a matter of hours to a matter of days at will as well. Admittedly, despite the fact that I have been severely manic a few hundred times in my life between 1963 and 1996, it is extremely hard for me to become much more than seriously hypomanic at this point in time, and to do so can take me well over a month. I have simply corrected my biochemistry chemistry too much these past seven years or so to get severely manic any more without a great deal of time and effort. Although I can get hypomanic readily at will by taking a high dose of excitatory amino acids along with some vitamin and mineral cofactors, this state does not last longer than a matter of hours, and it appears to always be completely self corrective without any further intervention whatsoever. This is quite a contrast to my manic states years ago, in which my seriously hypomanic states had a strong tendency to continue to escalate to the point of severe mania. Conversely, I can simply eat right (which means avoiding my food allergens and eating a diet that is good for me), take care of my gut properly such that it is always absorptive and has a low level of toxins, and supplement my biochemistry as necessary. In doing so, I suffer no symptoms of manic depression whatsoever.

I have found few persons understand or accept what I am attempting to do in the above. I have also found that many persons are either awful quick to criticize me or they try to discredit me with others for not being completely well at all times. They either do not realize or do not accept that all of what I have been doing for a number of years and am still doing today in regard to my being well or my becoming sick is often intentional for the purpose of learning more about my illness. And if my being sick is not intentional, it is just that I have become too fiscally impoverished to be able to remain optimal at all times. I simply conserve my supply of costly supplements to be optimally well when the need arises. However, given adequate fiscal means to do so, and a valid reason (or reasons) to be optimally well, I can be such at all times. This has been the case since April 2000, if not a few months sooner.

If the truth was actually known, by any valid measurement whatsoever, I have quite literally “cured myself of over three decades of severe symptoms of manic depression”. I do not know it all about manic depression. Some persons are very likely to be more right that I am on some of the details concerning this illness. However, as a result of both my recovery and my research, it seems entirely possible to me that I have may have developed a “Nobel Prize winning level of understanding” of my illness. No, I do not expect to win this prize, and yes, such a thought does smack of manic delusion. I simply state such to give the reader a sense of where I honestly think I am here. Regardless of whether I am intentionally mildly depressed, severely depressed, of normal mood, hypomanic, or I happen to be a “biochemical 10″ at the moment, I have waken up each and every single day for more than four years knowing that the fact that I may have developed a “Nobel Prize winning level of understanding” of manic depression is very probably the truth. I do realize that no one as yet believes in either my representations or me personally. However, I also realize that it is extremely likely that no one on earth as yet has a clue as to how to methodically and adequately resolve a state of severe depression in his or her self in a period of time that averages as little as eight to twelve hours, assuming that they have an empty stomach prior to initiating treatment.

I have realized for quite some time that for many millions of other bipolar persons it is inevitable that medication use to control manic depression is going to be found pointless, if not seriously counterproductive to their true recovery. No medication ever invented can correct a substantial degree of essential nutrient deficiency. And fairly broad essential nutrient deficiency is clearly a very major part of what manic depression is truly all about. Medication, despite its ability to often successfully mask the symptoms of manic depression, is also successfully masking the real truth about the true causes and corrections of this state of biochemical imbalance, a state of imbalance that involves far more nutrient deficiency than nutrient excess.

Despite my saying the above, I am not entirely anti-medication. I am anti-symptom. Medication use is often a very valid steppingstone to true wellness. Medication use is still very justified until the new reality of how to cure manic depression via natural means is better worked out such that it can be widely and safely applied to other persons. Unfortunately, this latter event may take quite some time. This is because current medical research and medical practice is totally deaf to those of all of us that have either cured ourselves of this devastating illness or have made very substantial progress in this direction, and it has been deaf to us for years. It is perhaps far too much of an embarrassment to the current medical model that a number of fairly simple and fairly basic biological facts, when they are coupled together successfully as I have done, will often totally cure decades of severe symptoms of manic depression. Or perhaps this medical model and the pharmaceutical model underlying it is making way too much money, an income that they don’t want to lose if we all become well. Or perhaps persons will ask, “If manic depression is fully correctable with nutrients and other natural measures, what other illnesses can be corrected via similar natural means as well?”

If the real truth becomes known, perhaps almost every illness, both mental and physical, is going to be found to benefit far more from over the counter nutrients purchased in a health food store (or over the internet) than any medication that was ever invented. This latter truth has to scare modern medicine to death, as many doctors may lose their million dollar houses, their $50,000 cars, and anything else that may need their high incomes from dispensing medications, many of which are ultimately going to be found to be obsolete. This finding that the majority of medications are rather pale compared to the power of essential nutrients (applied properly) may take ten years to happen, it may take twenty years to happen, but it IS going to happen. The truth of the power of nutrients vs. the weakness of medication is a truth that is just far too powerful, and just way too obvious, to ignore much longer.

I know the real truth as represented in the above in a very real and deeply heartfelt way.

I know the real truth of the power of nutrients vs. the weakness of medicines partially as the result of my personally taking well over 120,000 capsules or tablets of various vitamins, minerals, amino acids, essential fatty acids, probiotics, digestive enzymes, accessory nutrients, and other natural supplements since mid 1997. At least 80,000 of these were capsules of individual or blended amino acids… which happen to be “great teachers” of how both human biochemistry and the GI tract work from a practical standpoint. Such massive supplementation is not necessary to correct manic depression. However, this massive supplementation was necessary for me in order to perform many hundreds of informal self trials over the past six years as “a guinea pig for the rest of the world” in order to discover much of significance about my illness.

I also know the real truth partially as the result of my learning how to take mania right out of the equation in 1997/8 by the use of inhibitory nutrients on a daily basis. Part of the nutrients that I take to resolve mania also greatly helps me to resolve sleep onset, sleep quality, and sleep duration issues in myself as well. Very similar inhibitory nutrients to that which I am using have perhaps helped many hundreds, if not thousands, of persons to slow down, to resolve hypomania and mania, to resolve anxiety, etc. I highly suggest the book “The Mood Cure” by Julia Ross here. Although I disagree with Ms. Ross on her suggestions regarding excitatory amino acids, as I feel they are outdated, and I also feel Ms. Ross also misses a possibly key inhibitory nutrient combination of carnitine and phosphatidyl choline, my experience with using combinations of inhibitory amino acids almost mirrors Ms. Ross’s suggestions exactly. It appears that Julia Ross, Margot Kidder, the actress that overcame bipolar disorder in herself via natural means, and myself independently reached extremely similar conclusions on how to use inhibitory amino acids in the late 1990′s or so.

I know the real truth about the power of nutrients vs. medication partly as a result of discovering a nutrient combination in the fall of 1997 that acted just like lithium in me. This nutrient combination both slowed and steadied my rate of neuronal firing, just like lithium does, but without my having any adverse side effects whatsoever. This nutrient combination is l-carnitine in the morning and phosphatidyl choline afterwards. In my opinion, the nutrient combination of carnitine/choline simply begs to be researched in regard to its effect on manic depression. Perhaps inositol or other nutrients may either help or be necessary cofactors here as well, but no doubt about it, in combination with what else I was taking l-carnitine and phosphatidyl choline (in an adequate dosage, I use 500 mg. of carnitine and 3 to 5 capsules of phosphatidyl choline from Solgar) profoundly slowed down my “spontaneous rate of neuronal firing”, just like lithium does. It also lowered my speech volume and slowed my rate of speech remarkably. Unfortunately, since late 1997 my cries on this issue of research into carnitine/choline (along with a multivitamin multimineral preparation and some Omega 3 oil perhaps to cover any other unknown nutrient cofactors) and its effect on those bipolar persons that are primarily hypomanic or manic much of the time have failed. No one yet has looked at this possible breakthrough discovery that I made in the fall of 1997 in regard to what nutrients are often necessary in order to “slow the brain down”. The norm here, a norm that is unfortunately still true today, is that I am either labeled “manic delusional” for my claiming to have made any very significant discovery about manic depression (and I have made quite a few), or that I am just ignored.

I know the real truth partly as a result of my feeling at least 15 years younger physically than I did six years ago. My skin color is much better, my weight is 30 lbs. less, my muscles are and my skeletal frame are much stronger, and I have far more vitality than most persons who smoke cigarettes as much and as long as I have. My cigarette addiction I admittedly have yet to resolve. For me anyway, curing myself of manic depression is far easier that beating a heavy addiction to nicotine.

I know the real truth as the result of curing myself of both TMJ in my jawbone and also completely resolving a very arthritic and problematic back that bothered me greatly on a regular basis for almost 20 years. My back never bothers me at all now, a fact that never ceases to amaze me, as I had such serious back trouble for so long.

I know the real truth over the power of nutrients vs. medications partly as the result of my recommending a very similar nutrient regime to that which I use to control manic depression to help a person to resolve five years of fairly heavy heroin use, during which he nearly died three times (from overdose). What I gave this person nutrient-wise profoundly helped him from almost day one. Within a month he was a new man, with an aura of wellness and contentment that he hadn’t had in years. This event happened nearly two years ago.

And most amazingly, I know the real truth as the result of discovering in late 1999 of how to intentionally induce a state of very severe depression with suicidal ideation attached in myself at will within three to four days or so by eating common foods that I am allergic to, and then learning how to adequately correct this suicidally depressed state within a matter of hours to at most a single day in myself. For other persons this nutritive and natural therapy may take a few days to a week. However, I can’t imagine the fairly comprehensive and all natural anti-depressive therapy that I am using taking much more than a week to have an amazingly positive effect on both mood and general well being in all but a small minority of persons (the few that are truly very ill).

Every day for over three years, if not closer to six, I wake up to the reality that it is entirely possible that, as a result of relying on a great deal of foundation work of many other persons, I may have developed some of the most accurate conceptual and practical insight into how to correct depression and manic depression to date. I say this despite the facts that (1) I am not a doctor, (2) I have almost no formal education beyond high school (despite being gifted), and (3) I still smoke cigarettes rather heavily. I do not claim perfection to anyone, but I sincerely apologize to all for not resolving my cigarette addiction, as this seriously damages my credibility on any health matters whatsoever.

Unfortunately, I also wake up to the reality that after spending perhaps as much as $200,000, if not more, in a search for answers concerning manic depression since July of 1994, my access to any sizable funds ran out in August of 2002. I now have to live on less than $800 a month net. Yet I morally cannot, and will not, take “a regular job” for greater fiscal gain. Nothing in this world means more to me but to do my best to do all that I can to attempt to end the enormous suffering that manic depression and depression causes. A regular job for fiscal gain would just interfere with this goal, as it would take up too much of my time and energy, time and energy that I have been freely giving for years to help all humankind.

Despite the above, I am not here with my hand out to ask for or to take anything at all. Money means almost nothing to me. I was a self-made millionaire once in my life, and I was so depressed I almost blew my brains out. Now I am healthy both mentally and physically. Other than retaining my own health and well being, only one other single thing really matters to me. This “other thing” is my seeing that answers that I may have discovered as a result of extraordinary effort since my diagnosis of bipolar disorder in June 1994 move forward as they should… such that many other persons are ultimately cured of manic depression without having to take nearly as long and hard a road as I had to travel in which to do so.

I sure could use some solid help from other intelligent persons with in regard to the answers that I have discovered in regarding to correcting depression within a matter of days, if not a matter of hours, in most persons so afflicted. I have been asking for this help for years, both inside the medical model and within the confines of alternative medicine. Thus far, my pleas for help with discoveries that I know to be significant have been to no avail. I have been repeatedly ignored by both conventional and alternative medicine. The claims that I have been making since early 2000 in regard to the correction of severe depression in such a short time are perhaps just too extraordinary to be believed by anyone, yet I know in my heart that in essence these claims are absolutely true. Certainly, I might not be right about everything, and much of what I know could be easily improved on or refined. However, just as it stands the multi-stage natural anti-depressive therapy that I first discovered beginning in August of 1999 and had verified within months of its discovery is a very logical therapy. It is also a therapy that is based on much solid biological and scientific fact as well. In my opinion, this natural anti-depressive therapy has also been anecdotally validated well enough at this point be worth a solid look at by at least some person or organizational body. It would certainly help if this person or organizational body had the ability to effect real change, as I am powerless by myself in this regard.

We humans appear to be very odd creatures. I just don’t understand why I have been blessed with such extraordinary knowledge of how to correct depression and manic depression via natural means… and then I reach out to others for help to take a look at what I have discovered… and the end result is that I often just get either personally attacked or ignored… despite the fact that my heart is in the right place and I only want to help… and I have no agenda of enrichment or self aggrandizement whatsoever. I don’t mind a whit if my discoveries are plagiarized by others and/or I don’t receive either a dime or any credit whatsoever for them… as long these discoveries are validated and refined by a party capable of doing so… and then used to reduce much human suffering, as I am aware that they can.

Lastly, I pray that some day in the future the current medical model will not continue to ignore the overwhelming anecdotal evidence that has been generated for many years that the two biochemical issues of hidden food allergy and intestinal dysbiosis (which conventional doctors often actually cause by the prescription of antibiotics) are often primary causative factors in depression, manic depression, ADHD, schizophrenia, alcoholism (and perhaps other substance abuse as well), fibromyalgia, arthritis, migraines, and a whole host of other physical and mental illnesses. I also pray that some day lessons such as those that I have learned in my recovery from over three decades of bipolar symptoms are not only actually heard, but that they are acted upon appropriately by someone, as well as acted upon appropriately by modern medical science.

Allen Darman

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My son Willy’s original ADHD/bipolar! recovery story (June 2006)

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Willy’s Three Year ADHD/Bipolar Recovery Story (August 2007)

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Willy’s Five Year ADHD Bipolar Recovery Story (June 2009)

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Allen Darmans’ Natural Bipolar Recovery Story as of June 2004

When I was first diagnosed with bipolar disorder (manic depression) in June of 1994, I was told by the psychiatrist treating me that my being cured of this illness was impossible.  He told me that the best I could do to deal with my illness was to take medication on a daily basis for the rest of my life.

I would like to give the reader of the material that follows  “a big dose of hope” right off the bat.  About six years later (in the year 2000), I found out how wrong the this particular  psychiatrist was in his assumption that bipolar disorder is incurable.  Bipolar disorder is an ABSOLUTELY CORRECTABLE condition of biochemical imbalance.  And it is correctable by the very person that suffers from such.  (Yes!, you can cure yourself.)   If I did not prove this in my own personal recovery, a handful of years later my teenage son Willy profoundly did in his.  And Willy also proved how easy it is to do so.  (If a severely learning impaired teenager can learn how to cure himself of bipolar disorder without seeing ANY doctor whatsoever, or reading even a single book, perhaps almost everyone that is diagnosed as bipolar can do the same.)

via Allen Darmans' Natural Bipolar Recovery Story as of June 2004.

Four American Heroes: What a Smart Hippie Team of >WordPress WEBSITE DEVELOPMENT SPECIALISTS< Did in Less Than Three Weeks ON A VOLUNTEER BASIS (4-29-2012)

I, Allen Darman, Ask the World to PLACE A WATCH on both My Life and the lives of a Heroic Lesbian WordPress WEBSITE DEVELOPMENT hippie Couple THAT STEPPED UP TO THE PLATE AND PUT THEIR LIVES ON THE LINE For the United States of America and For the Human Race.

The Next Five Days Are the Most Critical… or However
long it takes these two Lesbian WordPress Website Development Specialists to come to Albany NY Safely! and in doing so Save My Life!

I wish to DEEPLY THANK Mark J. of COVERED WEB SERVICES 4 JOINING THIS FIGHT THAT THE THREE OF US ARE IN. Brother, I love you for this. >>>I WILL ***NEVER FORGET*** WHAT >YOU DID 4 US MARK… typed with tears in my eyes.<<>FOREVER<<<.

I Ask That The WORLD PLACE A WATCH On The FREEDOM And The LIFE Of MARK J. of CoveredWebServices.com. Another American HERO Has Put His LIFE ON THE LINE 4 INTERNET FREEDOM And 4 THE TRUTH.

I have FOUND MY IDEAL CORE TEAM OF FOUR! to START An INTERNET Woodstock “Hosted” IN San Francisco this July.

The Three People Reflected in the Above and Myself “Represent Our Core Team of Four”. I ask the World to Place a >>>VERY CLOSE WATCH<<< ON ALL OUR LIVES For The Next Seven Months or so… if not PLACE a WATCH on OUR FREEDOM And OUR LIVES FOREVER.

Allen Darman

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What a >Smart Team< of Three >WordPress WEBSITE DEVELOPMENT SPECIALISTS< and I Did in Less Than Three Weeks ON A VOLUNTEER BASIS.

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The above Primary Website had somewhere between 150 and 200 posts added to it in less than three weeks.  This was the ONLY WordPress WEBSITE THAT I (Allen Darman) HAD AND/OR REGULARLY USED ONLY THREE WEEKS AGO.

WHAT FOLLOWS IS “ALL NEW” as of April 10th 2012 until April 29th or so… Due to the Collaborative Effort of ONLY >Three volunteer< WORDPRESS WEBSITE DEVELOPMENT SPECIALISTS! And I (A Heroic Lesbian Couple in the SF Bay Area, myself, and Mark joining the three of us towards the end of the period reflected in the above.)

What Follows **IS PROOF** Of A GREAT DEAL Of HARD WORK By ALL THREE VOLUNTEERS, Quite a Bit Of “Smarts” In ALL OF US, And HEROISM In EVERY SINGLE ONE OF US… Especially My Two Lesbian 420sub Volunteers (They Could Have Walked Away From My Fight… Yet They Chose to Stand and Fight with me!).

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